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Chapter 4 - Worse Pain Imaginable

Wolf: she is here

Taehyung and jungkook began walking forward. But I could not move

wolf: what are you doing she is right there

my heart pounded. I found her

wolf: yes now stop being a wuss and go to her

slowly my feet followed them forward

Your pov

We broke the forest line into the field with a gentle breeze. You could smell everything in a 2 mile radius including that sweet smell.

You: he brought him

my heart started beating faster

Namjoon: who brought who

He leaned in slightly protectively

You: guards you were right he did bring them

Namjoon: do you know the guys he brought

Taking a look at the wolves stopped at the other side of the field. They are standing as if to guard an asset. How hobbie and Suga stand to protect namjoon

You: i assume that he is with his alpha and the other is likely to be the delta

Suga: glad you brought me now

To be honest I had butterflies in my stomach for some reason and would rather be running sprints until my lung collapsed.

Namjoon: let's not leave them standing.

He began walking ahead with suga at a close second. Your feet slowly moved forward. You made sure not to take your eyes off of the wolves across the field who were now approaching. Why was I this nervous?

Wolf: y/n i think i should tell you something and you're not gonna like it

Not now anything else could make this worse… i literally feel sick to my stomach one more thing and i could come crashing to a halt and hurl right here and then this whole meeting would be for nothing. She nodded her head. We made our way to the middle we stopped in front of them. It had a weird air

Taehyung: y.n it's good seeing you again

he spoke first breaking the ice. You smiled thankful

You: of course tae shall we get started

You had to swallow all the nerves

Taehyung: of course. This is my alpha Jimin and the delta Jungkook

You: the one you told me about of course. Nice meeting you jungkook and … Jimin

When you looked at him your eyes meeting and it felt like electricity

Wolf: i really think I should tell you y/n

No lavender. Let's get through this meeting in peace then tell me later

You: um... this is my alpha Namjoon and the delta Yoongi

Namjoon: it is nice meeting you all

He held out his hand to jimin who quickly looked away from me and shook it

Jimin: the pleasure is all mine

He smiled at him and then smiled at you. Your heart stopped beating for a second

Jimin pov

Seeing my mate up close made all the nerves go away. She was so beautiful, her cheeks so squish able. It took everything in me from hugging her. But something seemed wrong… does she not know we are mates she isn't reacting in anyway

Wolf: she could be an omega

No way namjoon would make her his beta if she is an omega.

Wolf: then she is a beta you have 24 hours

She has an air about her. Her presence matches namjoon's mine even… she has to be an alpha… but that isn't possible

Wolf: it only happens when she realizes

So she doesn't know I am her mate… how her wolf should tell her

Wolf: her wolf is there i can feel her...ooh she is so strong and

Focus

Wolf: she could be ignoring her wolf or blocking her

Why would she be doing that

Wolf: i don't know

Your pov

Taehyung: so y/n it was your idea to meet here

You: right… i uh… uh

I looked at jimin when are eyes met i quickly looked away

You: I had worked on a proposal last night, a formal one. Namjoon could you get them out

Namjoon: of course

He opened his bag taking out two folders

You: if i had know we were adding to the meeting I would have prepared better

Taehyung: that was are bad

You: no who would think rogue season would start a month early

Taehyung: It can't cant be helped

He smiled. Making you smile back. Namjoon handed you the folders. You looked at the symbols at the front. You handed the moonlight symbol to Namjoon and the Darkfur symbol to Jimin. When he took it his hand grazed yours sending a tingle through your hand. You stood frozen looking at him as he opened the folder. There was something about him that felt exciting yet nerve wracking

Wolf: i could tell you why

No… as much as i want to know i have a feeling what your gonna say but i can't confirm it

Wolf: I am sorry y/n

you: don't you dare lets finish the meeting. Just 30 minutes please I am begging you

wolf: he is your mate

You felt a rush go through every vein in your body. My mate… he is my mate you slowly you felt things heat up… it so hot hotter than every summer day combined. hotter than your heat.

Wolf: that is the beginning of your rut

My rut no i can't not during this meeting why would you do this

wolf: it is my job. And you putting it off will not change anything

you: but the meeting I worked hard for this

that's why I didn't want you to tell me

Wolf: you need him now before it gets worse

No… i have to get through this

Wolf: your gonna be in extreme pain. Not to mention they are gonna be able to smell it so no use in hiding it

Tell me what to do. You started shaking a dull pain in your stomach. risining. It began to scare you

Wolf: easy go to him now kiss him.

Do you see how many people are here. My brother not to mention Suga. Not even that do you know why I didn't want to interrupt this meeting because its something our packs. Something we can really benefit from

Wolf: you are now his pack. And your brother has a mate he knows the rushed feeling

if jimin knows he is my mate why isn't he doing anything

Wolf: He is waiting for you to acknowledge to show some sign before he makes a move. Like you he is worried about the meeting even more since he is alpha and namjoon is your brother. He has a tougher situation it should be you to make the first move

I can't

Wolf: what is there to be afraid of. You are there Luna and moonlight beta. You should be relaxed

I can't. I am sorry. The dull pain became sharper

Namjoon: y/n

You quickly looked up at him

You: yes

Namjoon: calm down no need to be nervous

You: sorry…

i didn't notice I was sharing my feelings with him. I should shut that off to keep him from feeling the pain.

Namjoon: I think the proposal is very well written

You smiled at him and how he was trying to comfort you.… If only he knew the real reason why. You grabbed your side just enough to dull the pain and not draw attention

Namjoon: what do you think jimin

He looked up at namjoon and then me

Jimin pov

As namjoon called my name i looked up at him and then y/n

Jimin: yes very well written

I focused my eyes on her. She looked uncomfortable and wouldn't meet my eye. Does this means she knows

Wolf: I can't tell. She could be doing that because she is nervous about reading the proposal

Your pov

As he looked at me the pain grew. Holding it wasn't enough. You had to take many short breaths. Just ignore the pain.

You: since it is well written i will just give a summary for those who have not read it.

You took a deep breath your hand shaking

You: essentially it gives in detail how to go about building a training area on the land we are standing on. The placing of equipment, a list of materials that each pack is gonna have to contribute, a project number of volunteers needed to complete the project, and a schedule that we can compare progress to, and finally a date it should be finished by if things go according to plan. But it also states that it not a final copy that the alpha's will meet on a later date to have a more formal meeting to actually finalize numbers in detail. This is just saying you both agree to the terms written and that you acknowledge the building of a new training center

you smiled the best you could

Taehyung: pretty simple

You: yes but before signing we will go over…

Pain like never before hit you right in your gut knocking the wind out of you causing you to double over.

Namjoon: y.n are you okay

he quickly grabbed your arm. You leaned onto him for support

Wolf: i told you

Jimin pov

She was giving in wonderful detail the synopsis of the contract. She hit all the major points taehyung wasn't kidding when he said she was professionally trained. I was getting lost in her voice when suddenly she doubled over

Namjoon: y.n are you okay

He ran to her and so did suga. My men stood frozen. My heart was elated she had realized

wolf: no it starts off slow she didn't just realize

she knew earlier when she was holding her side she was going through the pain. Why wouldn't she ask for help or say anything.

y/n: i'm okay really

Her voice was broken she was about to cry

Your pov

The pain just got worse and worse like a hot rod was stabbing you over and over again but in every nerve ending

Namjoon: what is it what's wrong

You: i'm okay really

It was to the point you had tears in your eyes

Suga: You're not okay. What hurts is it your stomach is it breakfast. You never eat maybe that's it

You felt your vision blur and your hearing distort. You shook your head holding onto namjoon

Namjoon: what do i do tell me how can i help you

He was so panicked scared that he was gonna lose me like we lost are parents

Suga: let's get her to medical

wolf: you can't leave him

You: no

Namjoon: what

You took a few shallow breaths standing up straight.

Namjoon: y/n what is going on please tell me how I can help you

he was going into distress. I am sorry brother

You: jimin

You cried out as another pain signal hit you making your legs go out

Jimin pov

I watched as she doubled over. I knew what i needed to do but that didn't make it any easier. How do I tell her brother I need to deflower her to stop the pain. Where do I even take her? I don't think she will be able to make it back to my pack and i don't think i can do that under his pack roof… as i debated it i smelled something even more delicious she is definitely going through a rut no heat smells that good. As i was enjoying it

y/n: jimin

I heard her call out to me as she was now on the ground. Everything stopped my men looked at me

Namjoon: jimin… what about him… y/n

y/n: i need jimin… please

She spoke in a small voice that was ashamed. He looked up at me confused and anxious

Namjoon: you can help her

Everyone looked at me. Now or never right. I kneeled down next to her hesitant

Jimin: I am here

Your pov

His scent got closer. You felt him right next to you it calmed the storm inside you a little but not enough

Jimin: i am here

His voice was calm. How could he be so calm ahh

You: please

You took a deep breath. You felt his hand touch your back. The heat began to cool. His other hand wrapped around you pulling you into his arms. You clung onto his shirt. His scent and touch made the roar into a whisper; it was still a bit dull. You shivered while calming your heart and breathing

Jimin pov

Having her in my arms made the world stop. Breathing in her scent this close made my heart calm. She was mine. I buried my face in her neck as she calmed down. When she had stopped shivering she looked up at me

Your pov

No longer in extreme pain you looked up at jimin. His eyes were beautiful, his face so handsome. You had gotten lost in it but your eyes eventually landed on his lips. Suddenly you craved to have his lips to have all of him.

Namjoon: y/n

You snapped out of the daze. You looked up at him who realized everything and 3 other highly confused boys. You then had tears in your eyes releasing fully what this meant. Not just that you would have to be claimed by him soon but you would have to leave namjoon. You wouldn't be able to go home now

Namjoon: why are you crying this should be a happy thing

He had tears in his eyes

Taehyung: what is this what does all this mean

Jimin: my mate

Hearing him say that made your heart quicken he is my mate… I am his mate…

Jungkook: wait she is our Luna… the beta of the moonlight pack is the Luna of Darkfur

he sounded excited

Jimin: yes but she is not a beta she is an alpha

Suga: but you two didn't act like it. You barely looked at each other.

Jimin: y/n

You: it took me a second to realize. more like i didn't want to. I just wanted to finish the meeting. Then lavender blurted it out and I was at a loss

Jungkook: lavender

you could see they were confused

You: my wolf… i call her lavender after my mom's favorite scent...

they nodded their head

Jimin: what's your favorite scent

You: you

It came out of nowhere you didn't even realise you said it until he giggled

you: I..uh

jimin: cute

and held me close and I hid my embarrassed face in his chest. All the guys sighed

Namjoon: new mate later talk now before we have to leave

Suga: we have to leave

Namjoon: i'm sure y/n will explain

you gathered your courage again to start talking after the unfortunate slip

You: right… as soon as she said it i began feeling pain

Taehyung: cause you realized your mate

You: it's a condition as an alpha female. In short, different rank females go through different things after finding their mate. Omega nothing

lucky bastards

you: beta gets a heat within 24 hours.

still lucky

you: But an alpha goes through a rut which i didn't know what the hell the was 24 hours ago and i wish i never did.

jimin squeezed you harder

you: It's like the worst imaginable pain you have ever felt worse than a broken bone, pinched nerve, or sprain of any kind then times 10. In every inch of your body every nerve firing off simultaneously. with no break

You began to shake so jimin rubbed your shoulder

Namjoon: why would you put yourself through that.

You: the meeting

he raised an eyebrow

Namjoon: truth

you: that is the

he looked more serious

You: I realized I would have to leave

I could feel jimin tense up

you: I wasn't ready for it

you felt ashamed

Namjoon: you aren't moving that far away

You: i know and i knew i would have to move away sooner or later. And deep down i knew i was meeting my mate here but i was too afraid to admit it or miss it. Cause the truth is i am happy to be leaving. It didn't feel right being your beta and spending all that time with you… so i quit namjoon

He laughed

Namjoon: idiot your fired

You laughed.

Jungkook: i don't get it are you not in pain is the rut over

Jimin: she is still in pain. That much i can tell

You smiled sadly

You: I am in pain. It's more like a dull poking in his arms but slowly it is rising. And it will be like that for a week

Taehyung: and we can't do anything

Jimin: no you can not do anything

He sounded protective. When i looked at him i could see canines and red eyes. You put a hand on his and you felt him relax

You: only my mate… it's like a heat but it's not satisfied with mating once i have to be claimed multiple times over the course of a week. Until the rut feels satisfied

Namjoon: ugh i did not need to hear that

He looked away. And so did the other guys

Taehyung: wait claimed what's that

Jimin: do you really…

He sighed making you laugh

You: i don't know myself…. All i know is it is different from mating or sex. It spirtual like a combining of souls through physicality

Suga: ugh i didn't need to hear that come out of your mouth…

You took a sharp inhale

Jimin: what is wrong

He sounded worried you looked at him

Jimin: right stupid question

Namjoon: we will be going. I will see you in a week y/n to finish this meeting. Just send word or show up you are always welcome to visit

Jimin instinctively wrapped his arms around you so you wouldn't leave not that you could if you wanted to.

Jimin: you guys are to go back too

the other boy looked shocked

Taehyung: where are you guys going

Jimin: can't have her around all those unmated wolves. It's like a ticking time bomb never knowing when it will exploded i am not taking a chance

they nodded

Jungkook: what do we do

Jimin: take care of the pack until we get back…

You: we

You smiled making him laugh

Jimin: get use to it

You: say it again

Jimin: we

You squealed

Jungkook: i dont think I can handle anymore of that. we are leaving

You laughed

Jimin: oh and pack a bag for a week for me and y/n. Blankets, a pillow, clothes, food and water, and few books and bring them here

He looked at you

Jimin: what

he was confused

You: books do you think we will need them

A smile spread across his face

Jungkook: ew

You looked at jungkook and jimin realizing what they were thinking. You hit jimin's arm

You: that's not what i meant…

Jimin: sure

Jimin laughed pulling you closer

You: it's not…

jimin: then what did you mean

he smiled while you just pouted

you: that we will have to get to know each other

Jimin: when we are not

You: yah can't you be serious

You hit his chest causing him to laugh. You rolled your eyes.

taehyung: i have had enough lets go jungkook

they shifted to get out faster.