"You give yourself permission to grieve by recognizing the need for
grieving. Grieving is the natural way of working through the loss of a love.
Grieving is not weakness nor absence of faith. Grieving is as natural as crying
when you are hurt, sleeping when you are tired or sneezing when your nose itches.
It is nature's way of healing a broken heart."
– Doug Manning
After what happened at the arena, I immediately follow Ms. Kazumi to apologize. I was wrong. And I did fail her on that part. I became really weak in facing that exam. I did let myself got beaten by my weakness.
But how can I stop myself from escaping that?
How can I stop myself from trying to run away, if I know those people are innocent?
How can I have the face to kill them?
To kill the woman with her unborn child?
To kill that crying kid in front of me?