Jin ling's POV
How long was I in this cell? Days? Months ? I don't even know anymore. My mind is slipping away, My body goes numb to the pain now. It's my fault I'm like this.... if only I was such a ignorant young mistress... if only I could change the past. Why.. why did I ever start being mean to people? I deserve this... But.... a part of me.... wants to keep fighting, to hope that someone will find us. Giving Ayuan hints to where I am is tiring... I'm so tired.... I just want to die.... I want someone to just kill me and end this misery..... I don't know how long I can hold on anymore... ' Weak! ' ' Disgusting ' ' Pig ' ' Slut ' ' Whore' ' Good for nothing ' ' Stupid Jin, they will always be disgusting to me ' ' look, who does he think he's trying to be? If he wasn't the clan leader I would have beaten him up ' I just wanna be with my parents.... my Jiujiu.... A yuan..... I want to start over..... why.. . Why me....
Narrator's POV
Jin ling stared blankly at the wall, not moving.... he was dying... day by day Jin ling's fire was running out.... as he thought about his past mistakes and family. He didn't notice the guard watching him. Even when he was at his lowest Jin ling still looked beautiful.... his bruised pale skin, His dead brown eyes, his beautiful brown hair as it laid on his back gracefully, with chains on his ankles and wrists. He was like a prince who was trapped inside a cage... waiting for someone to save them. The guard watched in pity for the poor boy... he wished he could help but if anyone dared to touch the boy they would be killed on the spot..... Jin ling just stared at the moon ... the guard could say Jin ling was like an angel with no wings to fly. ' A yuan..... A yuan ..... A yuan ' was all Jin ling could think about... the guard had known what it was like to be trapped... he wanted to help the poor soul no matter what the cost or punishment!
Jin ling just want to let go, to give up, to stop trying but he couldn't... he had known deep down that nobody was coming for him.... that nobody cared for him anymore, not his Jiujiu, his ex friends, his uncles, nobody... his mind was slowly breaking and was on the brink of insanity but he kept believe, that someone would save him... but is it to late to save a person who is slowly fading ?
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Yes, yes I know this one is short believe me I was shocked too. But the next chapter will be much longer! But do u think Jin ling can hold on long enough for Sizhui to save him? 💙💛🌸🌸