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Chapter 16 - Talk to me

Kane made his way to the room, his eyes bouncing between the rooms he passed his hands shaking in his pockets sweat dripping from his neck. "Kane, are you okay?" A soft voice pulled him back, stopping him mid-step "Y-yeah, ill be okay. I have to be for him, I just really dont like hospitals.-" he said in a whisper, bringing his fingers to his neck grazing the scar left there. Aki chuckled as she bumped his arm, "You and Ren have that in common, he hates hospitals." shaking her head, she pulled Kane along with her walking down the hall again walking in silence. Aki huffing in frustration, she shoved her hands into her pockets "Im gonna assume by your reaction, you had no idea about Ren's scars?" Kane shaking his head, brought his shaking hands to his eyes, "No fucking clue. It cant be that many can it? Why would she be so worried like that.. It just dosent make sense." he chuckled "How fucking dense can i be? I never noticed his scars." Kane trailed off, tugging the edge of his sleeves bitting his lip tears threatening to fall. "Your not dense, he didnt want anyone to know.-" Aki whispered, catching Kane's attention locking eyes she sighed focusing on the walk, "He wanted to feel normal. He has a really, Rough, past. Which fucked him up, alot. Its not that your dense, its that hes so used to hiding things to feel normal, hes not used to having someone care about him the way you do, besides his old friends, and besides me he dosent see them all that often." Aki rambled, she knew she was giving him more that what was needed to say, but she wanted to make him understand 'Its not you Kane, And I need you to do me a favor. When he wakes up, ask him about middle school.. dont let him brush it off Make him tell you, He needs someone to talk to, someone to vent to. And i have a feeling your that someone. so please?"

The two sat beside the greenette's bedside, The blonde holding his hand as Aki sat in the corner of the room moving away to give them space. "Aki, the scars he has, are they from middle school?" Aki hummed a 'yes' her nose still stuck into her phone, Kane chuckled, "On a scale from 1-20 how likely am i to lose my shit when he tells me what happened to him?" Placing her phone into her lap, she swiftly, "I'll be frank with you Kane, it wont be easy to listen to. But, for his sake, keep it together, At least until you get home. if you lose your temper in front of him, im not sure how he'd handle it." Kane nodded, "I-I'll try, depending on what he tells me. Are you even sure he'll tell me?" Aki placed her phone in her bag, walking towards him as she glanced at the sleeping greenette. "He has to, hes not going to survive being silent much longer. The only reason i know the whole story, is because i was there for the aftermath. Otherwise i doubt he would of told me."

"Told you what?" a raspy voice spoke, both heads turning towards the bed. A tired greenette weakly smiled, tears started flowing Aki ran to the empty side of the bed falling to her knees, "Ren! You bastard, dont fucking scare me like that!.." she cried clutching his hand, digging her nails into his bed, "Aki. Im sorry, i didnt mean to worry you." Lifting her head as she wiped her tears away, shaking her head "No, no i didnt mean it like that. It was just so hard to see you like that again." Ren smiled weakly, as he nodded. "Im sorry to interrupt your reunion, but id like my boyfriend back for a moment if you dont mind Aki." Kane huffed sarcastically, rolling his eyes, smirking at the two. "O-Oh, Kai.. Your here?" The greenette whispered, his eyes wide with fear. "What kind of boyfriend would i be if i wasnt Chisai. Im not leaving you baby, your stuck with me." He spoke intertwining his fingers with the greenette, pulling his hand to his lips placing a gentle kiss to the back of his hand, leaving Ren a blushing mess. "Alrighty~ im going to step out to make some phone calls, besides, you two have some talking to do." Aki brushed her clothes off, still wiping away some stray tears, she walked to her bag pulling it over her shoulder after pulling her phone out, waving as she shut the door behind her, 'Damn Aki, wont even let me work up to it." Kane pouted, "U-Uh Kai, what is she talking about?" Ren whispered gripping tighter to his boyfriends hand. Kane sighed as he squeezed his hand, "Look baby, i know you probably dont want to. Especially after you just woke up from surgery, but Aki seems to think its important for you to tell me about the you, well the you in middle school.-" Ren pulled his hand away from the blonde, sitting up frantically "What?! Why would she think thats a good idea! I-I dont want to, please Kai you cant make me!" Kane grabbed his hands once again, gripping them tight "Chisai, hey calm down. Look i wont force you, but when the doctor came to give us an update on you, she seems really worried about the amount of scars on your chest, ones i havent seen, ones i had no idea exsisted, so i couldnt give a reason behind them, and now i know they arent exaggerating. Youve had that blanket clutched to your chest this whole time." Ren's eyes glossing over with tears, his bottom lip trembling "I know you dont want to tell me, but i need to know. The doctors seem to think your suicidal, and i need assurance that your not so i can tell them your okay. so if not now, soon. Please? Please, just talk to me.."