Kane pulled himself off the bed and walked towards Ren, trapping him between his body and the desk behind him. "We-we're no where near ready for any of this... so what boundaries sh-should we set... what are you not comfortable doing..." Ren crossed his arms in front of his chest, wearing a pout on his lips, before quickly washing it away "Ho-honestly Kane.. I'm really comfortable with you... more than I'd like to admit, but I won't push you for more now. You just now realized you liked a guys, and sex with me would be different than what your used too.. So we'll be as slow with it as you want." Ren smiled, tilting his head his eyes half lidded. Kane wore a deep blush on his cheeks, nodding as he looked out the window. Lowly sighing as he brought his eyes back to the greenette, "Thank you for that, but that doesn't mean we can't still do other things that we're both comfortable with. Like that make out session? I'm okay with that if you are." Ren smiled as he nodded, "Okay, what else are you okay with?" Ren shook his head, "This isn't about me... I've already said you make me comfortable with anything you want to do. This is your first relationship with a male... we're gonna go at your pace, not mine. Okay?" Kane smiled and nodded, how is he this fuckin perfect?, "Okay Chīsai, we'll go at my pace.." Kane smirked as he gripped into Ren's waist pulling him closer, slowly kissing up his neck again. "so is this okay then..." Ren let out a breathy moan "K-Kai... don't rush into so-something" Softly biting his neck, as he continued the soft kisses "m'not.. I like doing this.." Kane whispered as he trailed the butterfly kisses from his collar bone to the shell of his ear. "Ka-Kai... slow down.. your gonna get too excited.." Ren whispered between his moans. Kane hummed against his neck before capturing his lips with his, "I can take care of myself later.. I just really want to do this right now..." capturing his lips again before Ren could protest, the moaning against his lips encouraged Kane to move further. Grabbing the greenette's legs pulling him up to sit on the desk, spreading his legs, he wedged his way between them grabbing onto his waist pulling him closer letting Ren wrap his arms around the blondes neck. "K-Kai..I'm getting too excited.. please. Slow down." Ren panted, still locking their lips together. Kane hummed as he licked the bottom of Ren's lip asking for entrance, reluctantly Ren obliged.
Eventually making their way to the mint colored sheets, Kane on top of Ren, lips crashing, tongues entangled, drool down cheeks. Ren finally pushing Kane's shoulders breaking the intense make out session "Ka-Kai... please stop.." Kane glancing down at his half lidded emerald eyes, his flushed cheeks, tears slowly spilling over as he panted, beautiful, Kane's breathing hitched as a small sob came from Ren's plush lips. "Kai.. please.. stop I'm begging you.." Kane pushed himself off of Ren, sitting up as he brought a hand to Ren's flushed cheeks wiping his spilling tears "Ch-Chīsai... wh-what's wrong are you okay? Did- Did I-I push too far?" Ren shook his head, pushing himself up on his elbows. "No-! No... it's not that. I swear I just... I don't want you to get to excited so let's stop for now okay?" Kane still stroking his cheek nodded, pulling his lips for one last kiss. "How about I just lay with you for awhile, yeah? Just hold you until you fall asleep?" Ren's lips forced a smile as he nodded. The two crawling under the sheets. Kane hooking his arms around the greenette's waist, hugging tightly and petting Ren's hair, letting the two fall asleep.
Ren stirred when cold air blew a crossed his face, waking himself as he rubbed any excess sleep from his eyes "Mm- Kane?" Yawning as he looked around the room for the blonde. Pushing the covers off his body his eyes landed on a small folded note with 'Chīsai' written on the front. Shakily walking towards the table, reaching his hand to the note, did i make him mad? Does he not want me anymore?, did I fuck it up already?, he was already fearing the worst as he slowly opened the note. His eyes glancing over the note breathing a breath of heavy air as he smiled,
"Hey Chīsai, I'm sorry about last night. I woke up before you, obviously, so I just went to take a shower and play catch up on some classwork. Text me when your up so we can talk, okay? -Kai"
Finishing his shower and searching for his clothes he sent a quick text to Kane thanking him for the note and that he could contact him after he finished his work, when his phone rang he was expecting it to be Kane, picking it up he seen Aki's name flashed over the screen, oh shit, pressing the green accept button he took a deep breath "H-hey Aki, I just talked to you last night. What's the matter?" The phone was silent for a while before her voice started shaking. "Ch-Ren... have you been outside today? At campus? Like at all?" His body tensed when she said his name, he hadn't heard it in so long it was foreign to him.. "Aki, what did I say about my name.." a breathy chuckle came from the other end. "Sweetheart... I don't think that matters anymore... it's out." His breath hitched, eyes watering as he started shaking "Wh-what's out.. what happened."
"I'm not sure what happened but I came back early today so I could see you and there is posters.... everywhere... your name, your face, some details about THAT year.. but it's spun back on you, like your the pursuant not the victim..." silence. Ren didn't say anything, he tuned everything out hearing white noise in the background. Crumbling to the ground letting out a violent scream...
Kane was finishing up his last bit of classwork when he got a call from an unknown number, deciding to ignore it he pressed the end button. Seconds later he got a text from the same number
"Your bitch should watch who he talks to, some of us have pretty extensive contacts."
Cocking his eyebrow he let out a small chuckle "fucking crazy bitch making stupid threats" locking his phone and tossing it to his bed. Walking to his bathroom before his phone rang again. This time the screen read Aki, "the fuck? She don't call me.." Hesitating, he reached the phone an answered "what the hell do you want? Did you dial the wrong number? I ain't Chīsai." He heard heavy panting over the device "No! Kane shut up! Some shit happened and I can't get to him fast enough! You need to go get him now!" His breath hitched, "What? Who? What are you talking about?" The heavy breathing continued as he grew silent "Kane! It's Chīsai! It's bad you need to get him now I'm availed he's gonna do something stupid!"