As I open my eyes everyday i've found myself still shocked. When I awake instead of being alone, I gaze upon a beautiful man with soft caramel skin and beautiful lips. I reach my hand over and gently trace Sages' lower lip with my thumb, a smile of admiration written across my face, his eyes flutter open and meet mine and instantly My heart melts. "How did I end up with someone so perfect?" I mutter causing Sage to chuckle "obviously haven't seen yourself in a mirror Mon Amor" he wrapped a strong arm around my waist and pressed a gentle and sweet kiss to my forehead causing me to erupt in giggles. "I got to get up in an hour" sage whined and pulled me closer to his warm chest "but I don't wanna leave you, see my dilema?"
I manage a soft chuckle before I shake my head and roll ontop of him, kissing him gently "I do see your dilema but work calls" I purred with a smirk. He furrowed his brow at me and chuckled before kissing again and just holding me to his chest.."after my wife left with our kid....I never thought i'd get to feel this again....let alone deserve it." What did he mean..I felt my heart shatter abit as those words escaped his lips "why do you say that?" I sat up giving him my full attention, he drew a deep breath "I had a drinking problem and we got into a huge argument....I told her she was a homophobic bitch who just kept me around for laughs and she pushed me..so I pushed her outside onto her ass, she threatned to charge me with drunk assult so....I let her leave with our baby...I feel awful everytime I remeber."
My heart shattered at the story, "it wasn't your fault....you defended yourself....I mean you shouldn't have pushed her but still." He looked at me as tears fell, staining his now rosey pink cheeks "you don't hate me...?" I shook my head and kissed him gently and sighed "We both have done some stupid shit huh...? Lets be undeserving together" he smiled through tears and wrapped his arms around me kissing me heavily as we both cried
Finally someone who understands and more importantly, someone who I can love just as much as they love me. "I need to go" he kissed me and gently slipped out of the house after getting ready. I sat up and sniffled softly and wiped my cheeks as I slid on a white sweater and leggings. I went to Daniels grave and sat on my knees with our favorite coffee and some flowers for him "Daniel...I-I don't know if you can hear me or..if you're even here...but I wanted to ask you something...." I choked as the tears fell down my cheeks, wind making the leaves around me dance...he is listening "I met a really nice guy.. his name is sage and uh..I really like him" and started to sob "can I date him...c-can I move on" it started to rain but as I looked up I noticed a rainbow and tears fell heavy "thank you Danny...thank you!" I sobbed until I fell asleep there...on the ground