Amber's gone back to work, we have had dates every night, she even wants me to shop with her for a dress for the holiday party two days away.
Want to be a good boyfriend so I said yes, kinda regret it, first of all I should have taken my walker not my cane.
Second point mall is packed, Christmas shopping season, all sorts of deals and events for families, this I point out as I don't shop much, I order in bulk for the kids in hospital and Dad is easy to shop for so I usually buy that in November.
Third packed mall equals autographs, realized I am too nice, as signing adds to time standing and I still have pain in left leg, thanks to Amber's intervention telling fans I need to get going, so far my girlfriend rocks.
Fourth my girlfriend is pretty hot and I wasn't so ready for some of the dresses she came out of the dressing room with and Lord help me I didn't want to stay a gentleman, had the urges to take her in the dressing room. However I didn't, but man I think she could tell I got hard because she stated she was going to buy those dresses.
Fifth observation, retail therapy although it can get expensive fast, the smile was priceless as not only did she get 5 dresses, she got my nieces dresses, some shoes, cute hair stuff, some fun kids jewelry, we did get gifts for everyone, even some for the staff of Cloud Villa, think we should of had a truck, but we did get everything into her car.
To hide it from every one we took it to hear place, after every thing was in, I yawned and started to fall asleep on the couch. Not sure how long of a nap I ended up taking but woke up to to a lovely meal.
It was all set up, table was done nicely, candles nice soft music, alfredo pasta, salad and veggies, followed by a dessert of chocolate pudding with whipped cream, so yummy.
The two days flew by, Dad went with Tony and his family to the the race shop in Dad's van, Amber came to pick me up, "Did you mean to make me weak in the knees?" that would be the dress that got me excited in the dressing room area, the final look creates a dilemma, go to the party or convince her to come in and surrender to temptation.
"Thank you, your looking sexy yourself" she leans in for a kiss, she wrapped her arms around me, so closely that I certain she felt me hard, she pushes me back into the door a little, not really wanting to go to the party anymore, but she ends the kiss and asks "ready?".
"No, think I want a night in with you, but ok let's go"
"Your adorable, I know your secret over heard Tony talking to you, it's sweet your a virgin" wow embarrassed she heard that.
The party is impressive as usual, delicious multicultural food, good music, co workers dancing, every one bugging me, "about time Moose", Amber's getting handshakes as if congratulations was in order, am I missing something?
"Congratulations Moose, we were worried you'd always be single", "Hey Brad, what do you mean by that?", he looks like a deer in the headlights, " dude didn't mean to offend, but you were always here, you were so focused that you forgot to live a little" I guess that was really true, "just wondering why everyone is saying congrats", "if she got your attention and you had her attended the banquet and now, she's a keeper" I look over to her, yes she is.
Dad takes every one home early, girls were tired, we stay, dance a little more, thankfully a slow dances, she's teasing me, I kiss her, we linger in the kiss, feeling like no one else there, she whispered "let's get out of here" no words replied just nodded and held her hand.
To my surprise she dropped me off at home, "you ok?" I asked, kinda thought she wanted something but guess not.
"I think I need some ugly alone cry time, feeling a wave of grief, thank you I enjoyed the party, sweet dreams" I kiss her forehead, "call me if you change your mind and want company" she replied "OK I will, good night".
I must admit a part of me thought that the night would end a bit differently, but it seems maybe it's for the best, don't want to rush, I know strange for me when I love going fast but now I think I learned the importance of slowing down.
I head to my room, get undressed and hop in the shower, I grant myself some relief from the building sexual tension, I picture her, how I want to see her pleasured, I think of how she smiles, laughs, I realize I have fallen in love with her, I finish cuming and clean up, I dry off and lie on the bed to check my phone, no messages.
I guess that ugly cry, ended up with her a sleep.
I reflect back on the party, those congratulations did feel pretty good, maybe I should ask Dad some questions about how he knew Mom was the right one.
I am astonished that I am actually thinking about proposing, maybe that is to fast but I want her to stay in my life.
I'll talk to Dad in the morning after my swimming, if his answers are what I think they might be, I should propose when everyone is around the Christmas tree.
I put my phone onbthe charger and turn out the light, fell asleep quickly,I dreamt of a wedding and Amber was a beautiful bride I looked handsome in a tuxedo, my nieces the cutes flower girls, Tony my best man and the honey moon, awesome dream.