How can I not shiver, and I was seeing the pretty and the beast kissing with passion, on the floor, all of my focus was on Sara, I began rethinking that she was so smart because, in order to keep me away from the truth, she gave a joke about her being a lesbian like an early counter-attack.
however, Tina! I never doubted her; she surprised me for real.
Though I wanted to join them, I decided to control myself, my mind, and stop them immediately.
"I thought you were joking about your lesbianism," I said quietly.
They stopped kissing, in surprise.
Sara said in a cool accent "well, well, well… look who joined the party"
"You can't do your things in my house…" I said aggressively.
Tina kept silent but Sara continued her speech "Calm down! Pretty boy, that's not what I'm seeing from here." Tina smiled.
I looked at my penis; it was hard, "You know that I can't control that" I said.
"Come here…" Sara said while letting a space for me to sit, so I did.
"…What do you want to know?"
"Ok, question-answer?" I said and she nodded affirmatively.
"What is your sexuality?"
"Both; boys and girls."
"What's Tina's sexuality?"
"Both, mostly boys"
"Are you dating?"
"No"
"Do you have a boyfriend or a girlfriend?"
"No"
"Why did you were kissing?"
"Enough questions, let go to bed" she stood up.
I didn't know why Tina stilled silent, plus I stilled had more questions, so I activated my joker.
"Ok, what about this?" I showed them a picture on my phone; I took it for them when they were kissing.
"You asshole!" she tried to take the phone, but I put it away.
I noticed Tina, she was acted strangely; she didn't do anything, and the worry signs were obvious on her face.
I put one arm on Tina and whispered in her ear "don't worry… cousin…"
"…So, you will answer me or not?" I asked Sara with mockery, but she remained silent.
"I take that as a yes... so why you did were kissing?"
"It's called girls night, dummy."
"The truth please,… are you in love?"
"No… I mean I love her but just as my best friend." She said loudly.
"I believe that friends don't kiss each other the way you did."
"Look, all girls need to fill their hungry, and all girls do what we did, it's not a big deal… it something usual in girls' life."
I looked at Tina "Is that's true…" she nodded affirmatively with her head.
"Now, delete the picture!"
"Sigh…Just one more thing," I respond.
"What?"
"You said that you have no boyfriend…"
"Yes," she was serious; waiting to give her the phone.
"In this case, maybe I need a kiss."
"You can't be serious?" Sara wondered.
"Unfortunately, yes"
Tina smiled and winked at me.
Then, Sara came at me in anger and began gazing at me with those green eyes.
"I'm waiting" I smiled.
She closed her lips near mine, took a long inhalation.
-and, one goal was done- I finally kissed the pretty.
It was a great kiss; her lips were so soft and kind of sweet; like a strawberry, her tongue was touching mine, In short description, it was an unforgettable kiss.
And, we had a moment –I wasn't expecting that-
After the kiss over, she stared at me; nearly smiling, but she held herself and took the phone to delete the picture.
The roof floor was without a roof, it was so cold there, her breathes were forming like white smoke in the air, and the redness on her cheeks made her extremely cute.
After deleting the picture she gave me the phone and went down on the stairs holding Tina's hand.
I interrupted her "Stay…"
They looked at me.
"…Stay, you can complete your girls-night," I repeated.
"Oh, if we stay this time you will not just take a picture, you will film us," Sara seemed upset.
I smiled "Trust me, you have my word, I'm going down, and nothing will happen, your secret is safe with me."
Tina seemed convinced; they stared at each other for a moment and came back to the roof.
I stood up and walked down "have a good night."
"It's not a secret, though," Sara said.
"Huh?"
"You can't keep a secret if it's not a secret."
I smiled without talking and headed to the stairs.
"...Stay," Tina finally talked.
Sara and I looked at her surprising about what she said.
"What," Sara shouted.
"Shoo, be quite…" Tina whispered.
"But, it's girls' night," I said.
"Exactly, and that's why you will stay." She smiled.
I took my time to understand the joke, and Sara started laughing at me "Oh! Fire in the hole! Call an ambulance!"
Tina said seriously "No, no, I'm serious, stay, and let's chat… it's your birthday, isn't it?"
I stared for a little time and went down on the stairs without talking, they thought that I refused their offer, -but I'm not crazy-.
I just went to bring a cover; I was freezing up there.
-Seventh lesson; ALWAYS, TAKE THE OPPERTUNITIES.-
And when I returned I said "Move away!" and jumped on them.
Laugh voices were flying everywhere, all of us lay down beside each other wrapping with covers and observing the stars; me in the middle, Sara on my left, and Tina on my right.
It was a very sensitive moment; I was between the pretty and the beast, but the emotions I had there was exceptional, because; though I never controlled my hormones, I wasn't thinking in a way that I was between the pretty and the beast; I didn't see the difference between Sara and Tina.
-the reason still unknown- but that night made us closer and made a place for Sara and Tina in my heart.
-Imagine, we laughed and chatted all night without stopping, as I knew them for years-
I saw my mom eaten by a giant monster in the woods and she was calling me asking for help, in a moment I opened my eyes; I understood that it was just a nightmare, but, my mom was calling me for real; to wake me up.
While opening my eyes I saw the sky, and when I tried to move my arms I couldn't; because Sara was sleeping on my right arm, and Tina on the left, the innocent face on Sara was unbelievable; I was lucky to have her on my arm.
Looking to the other side, having Tina on my right side was a curse; her head was too heavy, I felt like my arm was anesthetized.
"I thought you were weak, how could you fuck with two girls at once, I was totally wrong about you" my mom seemed happy as seeing me there.
I removed my arms and woke the two girls "c'mon, wake up", but when I moved my legs I felt wet on my thigh, as I took a look under the cover, I saw a blotch on my pants, it was so coagulant liquid, -certainly, it was not pee, the closest possibility was semen.-
Suddenly I remembered something "I was sure that Sara was on my left and Tina on my right, and I couldn't memorize them changing places.
"Wake up!" my mom tried to take the cover.
"Oh! Wait, wait for a second, I'm awake… just go and I will follow you" hardly, I stuck the cover, trying to hide the blotch on my red pant; it was too obvious for the eye.
I didn't know why the girls stilled sleeping; they didn't even move.
I stood up and sneaked down to my room, changed my clothes.
I tried my best to remember what happened yesterday; the reason for having semen on my pants, I didn't even have a sex dream.
I ran up back to the roof; where the two girls stilled sleeping, at the moment I arrived, the most important pieces in my memory came back to me.
And my mom was right, because yesterday, I lost my virginity to one of these two girls.
But the main question was whom?