Blyx's P.O.V
I woke up rather early and hired a private tutor to tutor Carly. I don't want her to go to school. You know, less attention and less time apart. I went to the kitchen and saw Carly. I told her what I did and she sigh and just accepted it.
"Hey, uhm..... what profession are you gonna take?" please be business. I silently prayed.
"I'm gonna take business." I mentally celebrated and smiled.
"Why are you smiling?" I look at her. She was wearing an apron, like a wife.
"I'm just... same as usual. Cocky." what a truthful possibility. She rolled her eyes. I stand up and snaked my arms around her waist.
"Can I kiss you?" she rolled her eyes.
"I'm already yours, remember? For the sake of my mother." I felt sad but didn't show it.
"For all I know, you love me." before she could reply, I crushed my lips with hers. It was just a brief one seeing that anyone could catch us in the heat of the moment.
"Thanks for my breakfast." I actually don't eat. I never get hungry, thirsty but I'm more emotionally sensitive than usual. I detached myself from her.
"You don't eat?"
"I'm dead, remember?" she placed her hand on my chest. My voice hitched for a second.
"You have a beating heart."
She doesn't know that I'm gonna die again so maybe I'd like to keep it like that. I just shrug and went inside my room. I laid on my bed wanting to cry.
"Sooo?"
"Stop torturing me, will you?"
"Hmmm... can I ask you something?"
"Yeah."
"If there is a possible chance that her mother will not survive, would you be willing to give her a month? That month will strengthen her and she'll live again." I look at her suspiciously.
"Of course. Anything for her." she smiled.
"Okay. She's coming." then she disappeared. The door swung open. I smiled and asked.
"Will you go on a date with me?"
"Wha?"
"This Saturday."
"Are you okay? Usually you'd just force me."
"Hey, I've changed." she chuckled.
"Maybe. And, it's a yes." I closed the door and pinned her gently on the wall. Her eyes, mocking me.
"Don't want to run away?" she shook her head.
"You've almost raped me. And now that we're a thing now, you can always force yourself on me." I detached myself away from her five feet radius and laid in bed. I wish I can have my hunger now! I don't want to feel sensitive as hell!
"You know, if that's your way of saying you want to get out then you could've just asked." gosh! What the hell is wrong with me? She stick out her tongue.
"Whatever! Also, don't disrupt my 'classes'." I nodded and waved her off. At least she said yes on the date.
I woke up with my phone ringing aggressively. I groaned and saw the caller I.D. What?
"Hello?"
[Baby! I heard you paid Carly's---]
"Mom, it's midnight."
[Dear... you love her that much?]
"Mom, please?"
[Sorry. It's just that... you used to bully her.]
"I regretted it."
[Of course. So, are you gonna marry her? I want to have grand children Blyx.] I huffed air.
"Mom! Don't you think you're disturbing my sleep?" she just chuckles.
[Okay okay! Say hi to her for me and Daddy! We miss you!]
"Miss you too."
I went back to sleep again. I've been sleeping for two days. Yes, sleeping. I sigh. I went outside and found Auntie watching tv with a smile. I greeted her with a smile.
"Dear, thank you." she smiled.
"It's the least I can do, Auntie." I hugged Auntie and kissed her head.
Five days, I have been avoiding Carly for five fucking days. I know she noticed because whenever I see her, I always turn around or just enter a room. But, I really am gonna take her out on a date. I was emotionally unstable. But I'm ready to suck this shit up! I wore jeans and a polo three-fourth. I wore sneakers and waited outside. I fidgeted. Goshness! I'm so nervous! When she finally came down with a cute light pink dress with matching doll shoes. She even had a matching purse. I gulped. When she saw me, she glared at me and slapped my arm.
"Ow! That hurts!"
"It was suppose to." she hissed. I led her to my car and heated the engine before driving away.
"I thought you were gonna ditch and pretend to forget about our date." I chuckled at her cuteness.
"Babe, I wouldn't miss it for the world." she rolled her eyes.
I parked the car. I opened up her door for her and chuckled. Who says chivalry is dead?
We're in an amusement park. With all these hot rides and stuff. I intertwined my fingers with hers. I felt happy.
"You want to eat first or do you want to ride?"
"I thought you had everything planned out?" I giggled.
"Yes, but I want to know if you have something to do first. The beautiful lady's opinion comes first." she blushed which was a fucking first. So adorable!
"I... want to ride the roller coaster first." she cutely suggested.
"Roller coaster it is."
We bought tickets and rode the first cart. I know she's afraid but I wonder why she wanted to test this out first. The entire ride, I always stare at her screaming face and her hugging me tightly. I laugh sometimes and she would smack me. When we were done, she was dizzy and barely stood her stance.
"You're so cute." I pinched her cute cheeks a little.
"Can we... sit for a bit?" she was holding her head. I nodded and led her to a bench. We sat there until she regained full control.
"Let's play for a bit!" since when did she get okay? But, nevertheless, her childish behavior is really cute!
We played shoot and Whack-A-Mole. Even tried to fish but to no avail. Then we eat lunch at a nearby pizza stall. I even tried feeding her but she just turns away which made me pout. I didn't force her though. Since it was three, we decided to buy cotton candy while entering a photo booth.
"Why do you want to go in there?" I whined.
"Shush! I want to remember our first date even though I forced myself." I grunted.
"Didn't have to add the last part though."
"Make me." she mocked again.
We have eight shots . The first two was just smiles and me snaking my arms around her waist. The second two were funny faces. The third two were just crazy ones. That makes them six. The seventh one was me staring at her as she formed a peace sign with her hands in front of the camera. The last one caught her by surprise. I let her face my by grabbing her chin and kissed her tenderly, full of emotions. She gasped but kissed back. She loves my kisses, sad part is she doesn't love me. After that, I exited the tiny box and smirked. That should make her remember not to add hurtful things at the end of her every statements with me. If she wants to kiss then she have to be nice. I waited for her for about a minute before she stepped outside completely ignoring me. I smirked again. We went to eat dinner and found that the stars were already out. I dragged her again with me to the Ferris wheel. She was still ignoring me. I entered first and held out my hand for her to get inside. She may have grabbed my hand but still ignored me. I stare at the city. The city feels so lively...
As I stare at the city, I became less aware that my eyes were cold. Litless. Warmless. Dead. That's how I felt until someone kissed me. My eyes widened slowly as I stare at Carly's eyes. I think she's returning the favor. I smirked and kissed her back. My hands snaking up her waist as hers going to my neck. She tilted her head a bit for a much better access. I licked her bottom lip for access which she granted with a small moan. Holy shit! I'm aroused! Slowly, her hands traveled to my hair and getting lost in there. She hungrily kisses me and then battled my own tongue. Our tongues swirling with each other. As I have won, I explored her mouth. She moaned as I found a spot under her tongue. As I felt that we were descending from the top, I slowly retrieved my tongue and peck her lips. Both panting hard and catching our breath. I ran a hand through my now messy hair.
We went home without any words exchanged. We still have to wake up early tomorrow. It's her mother's surgery after all.