Blyx's P.O.V
"You shouldn't just visit her mom yet."
"What's that suppose to mean?"
"When you have her a month, some memories of you and you with Carly showed."
"What?"
"Well, after a week she's gonna get out of that hospital anyway."
"And that leaves me with only a week left."
A month was taken without people noticing. But I know that Carly noticed. Carly has been avoiding me. I also pretty much did the same. I sighed and went to grab a beer. After I grabbed the beer, I saw Carly waving at someone who just drove away. Seeing that the car belonged to Jerdon, I opened the beer and drink it. She saw me and avoided eye contact. She grabbed a soda.
"Can't I get a say in him visiting you here?"
"You already did. You said I was free to date whoever I want."
"Ugh! Whatever!" I said and threw my hands out in the air. I went to the living room and slumped down. She followed me.
"What the hell is your problem?"
"Isn't it obvious?"
"Would I ask if I know?" she rolled her eyes.
"Is it really necessary for you to avoid me?"
"You've been doing the same!"
"Because I don't want your boyfriend to... I... Fuck! I love you and everyone knows that! Only you're oblivious to that fact! And, I don't want your boyfriend to get the wrong idea! That guy might think you're having an affair with me! I don't want to tear you away from your happiness!" I just confessed.
"If you love me then why didn't you..."
"Fuck, Carly! Just go the fuck away!"
"Oh so now you're pushing me away?!"
"That's what you've been doing to me while I was still alive!" she stopped.
"Because you made me do and forcefully do those things to me!"
"Because I was fucking jealous! You know what? I'll just go and lock myself up!"
"Fine! I don't want to see you anyways!" ugh!
The next morning, I found Jerdon and Carly giggling in the living room. I called my guards via call.
"All of you guard Carly."
[Ma'am?]
"If anything fucking happens to Carly, your heads will be your payment."
[O-of course, Ma'am.]
I went to the living room and snatched the remote and changed the channel which made me earn a groan from Carly.
"What the hell is your problem?!" she snatched the remote.
"If you want to be all over with each other, then just do it inside a room!" she was taken aback. I saw Jerdon smirked. I'll kill him if he touches Carly and make her cry.
"We are not like that! Jerdon isn't like that!" oh, so now she's defending that bastard?
"Oh, really? Fine, believe all you want. Don't say I didn't warn you or anything." she slapped me. Jerdon then came and hugged Carly from behind. Fuck you, Jerdon!
"Babe, calm down." he smirked and made me jealous.
"Let her go Jerdon." as stern as that may be, he didn't budge and instead, he hugged her tighter.
"He can hug me anytime he wants! He's my boyfriend!"
"So if he asks for sex, you'd give it to him?" even that caught Jerdon's attention.
"Only if the time is right!" I smirked and Jerdon scowled.
"Great! Jerdon, will you please get out for today? I want to take things up a bit. And I mean higher." he glared at me and followed.
"What the fu--" I kissed her roughly. Her eyes widened and pushed me. I licked my lips.
"You're crazy!"
It's already Wednesday and I feel weaker. I became paler. But I didn't care. I didn't leave my room thinking that they might've been giggling and flirting again. I know, I can always put a stop about Jerdon coming here but I was afraid he'd do something to Carly so this is better than seeing her or knowing that she was raped. I left my room after 8 in the evening and I wasn't really lucky. Carly and Jerdon was here, watching a movie all cuddled with each other. Then, I heard Jerdon said goodbye. I guess the movie ended. I grabbed another beer but it was taken after I opened up the lid.
"Wha?"
"Mom's awake." I avoided her gaze.
"Hmm."
"I thought you'd do something again." I mentally rolled my eyes.
"I won't but Jerdon will." she furrowed her eyebrows.
"Are you still going on about that?"
"About what?" I turned around and pretend that I have a stoic expression.
I'm always gonna love her. I'm almost... gonna be gone forever. I can at least be nice to her this time around and have her forgive me. I don't care if she doesn't accept my love, as long as she forgives me.
"You're... paler than usual."
"Oh, you noticed." she bows for a second and looks at me angrily.
"Stop being such a bitch!" she said, tears streaming down her face.
"Forgive me and I will." ironic! Amusing! Entertaining! Woah!
"What? You being a bitch and--- what? Are you really saying that?" I nodded.
"Carly, if you forgive me then I will certainly go away."
I'd die of course.
"No! You don't deserve to be forgiven."
"Then I guess I'm stuck here."
Stuck here for one week and four days. Wow.
"Can't you just go away?" I bit my lower lip to avoid arguing.
"Trust me, I want to."
Because the longer I stay here, the more harder it is to leave here.
"Stop drinking beer."
"You don't care."
"Of course I don't! Who'd care about you?" okay, I admit that hurt.
"No one, so please go away and let me have my beer?" she basically threw the beer at me which made me wet. I deserved that, I guess.
I couldn't sleep last night. Really, I couldn't. I went outside and lay on the grass at the garden. I look at the stars. I wouldn't be looking at the stars now if I have Carly. I'd just stare at her eyes and her sleeping face. Without noticing, I felt asleep.