"I'm sorry, Seiko, I need to leave", I said in tears and then swiftly grabbed my bag and rushed out of the house and into the woods. I quickly regretted that decision more than I ever thought I would, but at the same time I knew that this was best for us, we needed some space, things were just moving way too quickly with us.
"Hera, hera, hera", I screamed out around the house, then I fell and burst into more tears. How could he just leave?, was I not good enough for him?Did I push him into our relationship too quickly I thought. "Seiko, hey, are you okay? ", "No, I'm not, he's gone, the love of my life is gone and it's all my god damn fault". "That can't be true".
It's been 2 weeks now since Hera left, and the pain of losing him is still here, a lot of the pack members have been wondering where he went to and why I wasn't trying to find him, but what could I say, that I let their future Luna just leave, without even trying to stop him, that I don't why he left.
"Hey, handsome", lately more and more of the unmated females and males have been trying to get my attention and get me to mate with them. It's been so irritating, I mean seriously I just lost my mate, couldn't they just give me a damn minute to process that.
"Hey, Seiko", someone said behind me, is it Hera was the only thing I thought and as I turned around, I found out that it was true it was Hera, my mate, my soulmate, my love, the one that I had thought that I had lost.
It seems like I had been overworking myself lately, because the next thing I knew, I was in the hospital with an IV drop attached to me. "Morning, Seiko", "Good morning, Hera", I said still assuming that I was dreaming, that was until I pinched myself and realized that I wasn't.