Dear Taeyong,
I thought about what I said in
my last letter
I know you knew her
for quite a while already
and I don't want to think bad
about you
I'm not sure if you really hid your
love for her from me
why should you?
today you asked me to
hang out again,and
I felt so sorry for yesterday
that I agreed,
why didn't you tell me that
she would come with us?
it really broke my heart
and I was so uncomfortable
you could have at least ask me...
but you didn't
I don't even know
why you asked me anyway
I was just air
nothing else
you played with her hair
I felt my heart shattering
into million pieces
but I smiled
just for you