"If I had to pick, I'll pick Cole". Cole turns to her in shock. I mean not that he doesn't like her, Cole is just interested in something else. He really didn't want to be an part of this conversation because both Devan and Jun likes her. He didn't want his relationship with them to change.
Both Devan and Jun looked at each other. They both knew Cole already has a love interest, but bringing this up now made them mad. Even if the person Cole wants to see, can't be seen.
"Why Cole"? Jun said out loud thinking he only said it In his head. After a couple of silence. They both hear Yuna laughing at the end. Then everyone started to laugh even Devan.
Why did she suddenly laugh? Is my feelings a joke to her? She has no idea how much I love her, but here she is laughing. Yuna saw this, but she didn't bother to ask because she would only hurt him more.
*time skip*
After the movie, Devan left, but not after he peck Yuna on the lips---by accident he meant to kiss her on the forehead, but Yuna moved her head up at the wrong time.
Yuna was pretty shocked, she didn't understand what just happened. All she was thinking about is how her first kiss happened in an accident and how she's going to explain this to him? By him she means Jun.
However, Jun saw what happened, but he didn't think too much about it. Jun wasn't someone to get angry, but when he saw that Yuna didn't do anything to stop it. He slams the door to his room with anger.
"Let me talk to him, his not usually like this". Cole said. (Lies) His been like this since birth.
"Yeah". Yuna responded. For some reason, Yuna felt like it was her fault. She knows Jun likes her.
Jun Room
"Jun it was an accident". Cole started.
" Which was an accident her saying she likes you or her kissing the one person I don't fully trust? Cause I really want to know"? I really do". Jun said sarcastically. Shit his back with the sarcasm. This is bad.
"She didn't kiss him because she wanted to, and that was a joke. You already know who I am?" Cole responded getting annoyed.
"A very funny joke". Jun continues. Ignoring the last sentence. He knew. He just couldn't stop his anger.
" Plus if they have kissed on accident she should at-least pushed him away, but she just stood there like an idiot". Jun was furious, he couldn't control himself or his own words.
"Jun she doesn't belong to you. Why you always---" Jun turn completely pale. His face had no facial impressions what so ever. "Jun--- not again". Cole realize what he just said.
"Your right...haha... she's not mine". Jun got up and leaves the room. Cole followed him knowing exactly where he's going. (The Wine Room). Yuna stops him. Jun looks at Yuna sadly.
" His right... your not mine, B-but why do I care s-so much?". Jun started to sob. He usually don't cry that much. "Why does it hurt so much?". Jun kept crying. Yuna pulled the latter into a warm hug, she hates seeing him like this. I'm such miserable state.
" I'm sorry I should have been careful. I shouldn't have made fun of your feelings... I'm sorry". She tries to comfort him but it wasn't working. Jun pulled Yuna away softly. Walked towards the room and grab a wine before he can leave with it she grabs the wine from him.
"Why don't you care about your health?". Yuna sobs. Jun looks up at her cupping her face wiping her tears away showing a wide smile, but he wasn't happy he had a painful smile across his beautiful face. His hair and eyes completely turns black.
"If I can't have you, at least let me have this". He grabs the bottle and leaves to his room. Yuna drop dead on the ground crying, sobbing. Meanwhile, Cole wanted to jump in but he would only make it worse when he saw Yuna on the floor he quickly ran to her.
"Yuna stop beating yourself it's both of you guys faults and mine as well". Cole says feeling guilty.
"B-but Cole... I... lo
Both hear the glass fall on the ground and ran to Jun room. To find him in the ground drunk pieces of glass on his hands, face, neck everywhere. He looked dead.
"Jun!". Yuna ran toward him not caring about the glass and spilled wine in the ground so did Cole. For some reason, Cole doesn't seem surprised.
"He'll be fine". Cole said.
" W-why are you not surprised". Yuna asked sobbing until her eyes sting the person she wants to love is laying on the ground looking died, but Cole wasn't sad or anything.
Cole didn't respond and started to clean Jun up also putting him on the bed.
"I'll tell you later hmm". But Cole wasn't happy it was as if this happened before or a couple of times.
Time Skip
Both Yuna and Cole sit on the couch after cleaning up Jun.
" Yuna, Jun had this person he liked when he was a teen". Cole started. " Well the second person he liked. They never really talked. It was much so a one sided love, but one day she disappeared. I don't know after that he lost it. It was as if that person was the only thing holding in all his pain and once that person left it shattered ", Cole continues.
"So he started this routine Where he would get drunk and breaks the bottle and cut himself, because he blames himself. Every time he remember her he would do this. It got worse, it got to the point were he would do it until he passes out". Cole finished.
Yuna turned into a crying mess. She was crying, but she didn't know why and the tears kept coming. Cole Hugs her.
" It's you". Cole whispered. But Yuna heard it, she pulled away.
" So I caused him pain, I made him like this". Yuna sobs even harder and ran to her room. Cole knocks on her door but she didn't open sob and sniffs can be heard behind the door.
It's not entirely your fault his like this. Part of it is Holly too. Cole thinks.
Later that night Yuna couldn't sleep. She got up to drink a glass of milk thinking maybe it would help her sleep. After drinking she passes by Jun's room and slowly opens the door. She steps in closing the door behind him. She lays next to jun and places a hand on his face. She started crying.
" How did I forget someone like you"? She whispered. "When did you fall in love with me?". Yuna kept whispering and brushing his hair But Jun didn't say a thing she kept whispering until she fell asleep in his arms.
Jun woke up in the middle of the night, he did hear what she said but didn't respond. He waited until she fell asleep and open his eyes it was still dark he didn't know when he fell asleep.
He put his hand and on her cheeks and started to caress it like it was a baby. "That's because you never knew me. I never introduced myself to you". A tear fell out of Yuna eyes not because she heard him.
The next morning
Jun woke up and Yuna was still in his arms, snuggling up to his chess. Taking all the warmth that Jun had and Jun though she was adorable. She woke up and sees Jun looking at her. Her cheeks were red out of embarrassment.
"It's not what you think. I couldn't sleep last night so I slept". Yuna said blushing the darkest shade of red.
"You don't like me, but here you are making me feel like this. I don't think I can look at you anymore". Jun said in a shaky tone. Yuna eyes shots open.
What just happen? Does he want me to leave? How can I leave when you're like this? How can I leave when you make me fall for you again? I said only in my head.
"What did you say? ". Jun asked hearing her thoughts. Yuna sobbing, while getting up to leave. Jun pulled her back.
" Don't ignore me. What did you say!? ". He shouted at her with anger in his eyes.
"I-I---said I like you okay. I gave you pain in the past right? ". Jun was quiet he didn't say a word he was in shock.
"what?", Jun says confusedly. "Yuna, how the hell would you hurt me if you didn't even know me?", Jun shakes his head.
" How you found out"? He curiously asked.
"Cole told me everything". She answers shakily.
" Do you like me because you pity me because I hurt myself ". Jun says looking down. It wasn't the same case for Holly though.
" um ". Yuna pulled on Jun shirt even though he smells like wine and kissed him Passionately, but Jun wasn't kissing back.
When she was about to stop and accept her defeat. Jun holds her head with one hand and the other on her waist quickly kissed her. He licks her bottom lip asking for entrance sliding his tongue in kissing every corner of her mouth like he was claiming her.
He stops to catch his breath and jumped in on her neck. Giving wet kisses on her neck living a small purple spot on her skin. She was a moaning mess above him.
"Jun---Ah---hmm--- Slow down". Jun licked the spots he mark on her and let's go.
" OK petal". Yuna blushes at the nicknames he gives her and she was sure she wants him to be hers and her to be his.
"I like you too". Jun said hugging her putting his face close to her neck because he was about to lose it any second now.
" I know ". Yuna says tolling her eyes, but she blushed even more.
" Let's date ". Jun awkwardly. For some reason he still couldn't believe it. There's no way this is happening.
"In a hurry ". She said hugging him tightly, feeling as if she let go she would lose him.
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" Finally you two loser are together. I thought you guys were doing it so I didn't open the door", Cole really wants his friend to be happy. He really does. He just doesn't want Jun to go through that pain again.
Please don't hurt Jun. His the only thing I have left.