All that one would want in the end is there not come a day when he knows that what he gave his soul for was a mirage , and that what i was scaring for , for the day that i'm gonna be in love

I always knew that we all break our rules for someone's I always wanted to fall in love but I was always afraid but I always took a risk, not because I liked the risks, but with him, I found it different and it's okay to take a risk

" Are you done with this bullshit novel yet? "

"Don't call my novels bullshit, Carla, please .. What's the point of you coming anyway?"

I know that I embarrassed her, but for the thousandth time I did not mean to do that

"We have new mates, new party, come on, you got to have some fun"

I didn't find any fun in that idea  

" You know I have a lot of lessons today" 

I collected my books and and stood up

"Ahuh, will Publius Vergilius die if you don't read his novel?"

"Your words isn't funny, you know that?"

I found myself smiling even though it was ridiculous but it made me smile

"All right, novel girl, let's go"

We left the library to go up to our common room so Carla could put on makeup that would make her face an ornament cake

Carla held my hands as she always does while walking and I couldn't help but think about the novel I was reading , It's strange to admire a fictional character in a novel, but I always do

Carla stopped and I too stopped and looked at what she was looking at

"Don't tell me there's a quarrel between Gryffindor and Slytherin again"

"aren't they attractive"

"wait , do you think someone is attractive by the way they bully others?"

" Gryffindor is not bullies!"

" Same to Slytherin "

"finee.. isn't that harry?"

I looked back at the fight and found Harry beating a boy with yellow hair

"I think we should go before we get into trouble"

and for the first time Carla said something right

i nodded at her And we continued on our way

But before we went, I looked one last look at the fight and found the yellow-haired boy bleeding a lot

"Should we help him?"

Carla looked at the quarrel again and then nodded with No

"Come on, we have a party" Carla complained And I sighed

I don't know why I feel so guilty and like I have to help him, but in reality I should hate him Although it's hard to hate him because I'm not used to hating him he's just a wounded guy who doesn't deserve it all , yes Draco malfoy doesn't have a choice He has to be like his father, strong, bully, and most of all, he should be the leader in everything

" finally " Carla complained for a hundred times when we got to girls room

"Don't you do anything but grumble!"

"Of course , I eat"

This girl will definitely kill me with her mind

I was surprised that there was a dress that was put on my bed, so I looked at Carla to find her looking in the opposite direction As if she did not bring me anything

"What? Do not look at me like this , you know your mother hates parties and guys and this is the reason why you haven't been with any boy until now And if I don't get it..."

I interrupted her with a sudden embrace , I'm really thankful that she's in my life

" I think you're welcome "

We laughed together then I picked up the dress and started wearing it

I always did not care much about my appearance , not as if I did not care about my skin or my body, but I was not used to wearing dresses and things that show my body shape I just paid attention to my studies, my skin and my hair and I think that's enough until now I am in high school and until now I cannot put makeup on

And I think Carla noticed this after I put on the dress

" Need help? "

i nodded

" yes please "

Carla nodded, grabbed her makeup bag, and started putting a little bit on my face

"Do You think Cedric I'll be there?"

Carla smiled slightly

" We have a loving bird "

"Please stop , everyone here knows he's my little brother "

"isn't you're Besties?"

" Yes "

It was only when she looked at me then I noticed that I answered stupidly

" Whatever I just finished "

She said and then went to put on her dress

"Can you wait me at the party?, I have something to do before I go "

I looked at her in wonder

"Couldn't I wait and come with you?"

She got nervous before she answered

"No, it's a surprise"

I nodded unconvincedly and left the room , not realizing that I left in a hurry and did not put my hair in order

I stopped by the party door and tried to tidy my hair before entering

"You look pretty anyway"

I jumped in surprise and turned to see the spokesman , only to find Cedric

" You scared the hell of me "

" I'm sorry "

He didn't seem sorry at all so I pulled my lips together to avoid smiling or talking

" Shall we?"

I looked at his hands that he put in front of me so that I could hold it

I avoided him and headed inside, ignoring his presence, and struggled to a random table, I don't know who owned it , but I sat anyway

I followed the crowd in my eyes all of them smiling and dancing like they are normal teenagers

I don't feel like i wanna dance I was surprised by a boy sitting on the seat next to me

Blonde hair, white skin like milk, many rings, and a stern face it has to be Draco Malfoy!