Running away was never been so hard for me. When I feel like I am not safe anymore and my anxiety is getting ahead of me because of fear that my nightmare will find me again, the only solution that I know is to run away. I spend haft of my life running away from the things that haunt me, from the things I am afraid to face that's why I do not want to attach myself to the people around me in every place I go. Because in that way, it would be easy for me to leave and start a new life again. I just wanted to be a stranger to everyone, in that way I could protect myself.