So im i just lay it all out im bisexual i think i love guys in every way shape and form
but with girls i love them i would definitely date one and if she meant that much id marry her the problem tho is im not at all sexually attracted to girls and not want sex either only with guys am i still bi idk
also my ex that im kinda still in love with is so complicated
we talk just as much as before we do call like once a in a while tho but we goof around and flirt sometimes and ill be all dumb and beg him for sex cause im bored and he knows that
but like when relations ship comes up he gets quiet and then i get sad cause it was my fault it ended in the first place and then ill be all like its ok you can leave im nothing to you and you don't care
hell say he dose and hell protect me from the bad stuff like do you or do you not want to be mine
cause ya you can fell those things as a friend but its also getting my hopes up and that's not cool