Lee Su Ho's Point of View
Su Ho... what the hell happened???
I'm sitting on my bed unable to move. It's been an hour since Minjun left without saying a word, and I'm here trying to recall every single detail that happened last night.
C'mon man, try to remember! hmm... we ate dinner, yeah, then I invited Minjun to a drink. Well, he said that he only drinks wine, and maybe a first with somaek. I'm pretty sure he's drunk... Me? uhhh, I've been drunk before, but fuck, I might be... no, I was drunk! arrrghhh
Ok, so we drank somaek.... then what happened??? I need to see how much we drank that made us freaking drunk to remember we had hmmm... sex?
We
Had
Sex
???
Did we?
hmmm... I don't feel any pain around my butt... maybe we didn't or maybe I... holy shit!
did I fuck him?!?
I wore my clothes then went to the kitchen, the crime scene.
Motherfucker...
16 bottles of soju and 24 cans of beer scattered all over the area. It's supposed to be my one week supply of drinks! and we finished everything in a single sitting. DAMN
Shit... Fuck... I'm such an ass... I need to talk to Minjun and explain that everything was out of control! I couldn't even remember what happened! ahhhhhh!
I wore my shoes then left the house to look for him.
I recalled he was a deliveryman buy turned out to be a chef? I'll check the market, maybe the owner could tell me where he is.
At The Market Area
Shit! I can't remember which shop I bought the vegetables! ahh I'll just ask someone... hmm
SU HO: uhmm excuse me ahjumma, do you know uhmm any store that caters delivery?
AHJUMMA: boy, several shops do delivery here. Can you tell me specifically what kind of delivery? Do you remember which part of the market, coz boy, the market is huge!
SU HO: sorry Ahjumma, it was late at night when I went to order so I really can't remember which part of the market. Then I had the fruits and vegetables delivered to my house instead
AHJUMMA: hmmm, as for that, there are at least 16 stores here that deliver fruits and vegetables. If you want to find them they're uhhh let's see... they can be found at the corners and some in the middle of the market area. You should try to remember which corner boy or else you'll be walking till afternoon.
SU HO: aww, ok ahjumma thanks... Uhm by the way, if you don't mind, do you know anyone named Do Minjun?
AHJUMMA: sorry boy, don't know anyone by that name.
SU HO: thanks ahjumma have a nice day.
AHJUMMA: wait! do I know you? I think I've seen you somewhere... hmmm
SU HO: nope! just a random stranger! bye!
Eunwoo left in a blink of an eye.... ugh, I forgot to wear the mask! good thing I have a handkerchief with me.
I put it on and proceeded to find the store... It's already 11:15, I hope I can find it by 1 or 2 pm.
After 2 hours
I'm exhausted... good thing there's only one shop left.
I approached a young man attending the products displayed on the shelves.
SU HO: excuse me, sir, I hope you don't mind if I ask.
MAN: sure, what is it?
SU HO: do you make deliveries here? like fruits and vegetables?
MAN: yeah we do! do you need something delivered?
SU HO: ahh no... uhmm I'd like to know if your store had a delivery yesterday morning?
MAN: Well, pretty much we had deliveries during mornings from 7 to 10 am... why?
SU HO: great! do you know anyone by the name Do Minjun?
MAN: Do Minjun? hmmm... I don't think so. Never heard of that name before.
SU HO: oh... are you sure? coz I've asked everyone here that do deliveries too and they don't know who he is and that was the name given to me when he delivered the products to my house yesterday morning.
MAN: I'm really sorry sir, hmmm... I'll call my boss and ask if he knows anyone by that name, can you give me a minute?
SU HO: sure, thanks.
As the man left, I pondered... did he really gave me his real name? I'm sure he has ties with the owner of the shop I had bought with. It's impossible no one knew him... he freaking delivered the vegetables and fruits to my house!
the man returned and said...
MAN: I'm sorry sir, but my boss says he doesn't know anyone called Minjun.
SU HO: tsk... ok, thanks for your time.
I walked back to my house with a disdainful look. Who is he?
I had weird thoughts about who he really is, and the worst-case scenario is that he's a reporter.
My career just ended at 9 am...
ahhh...
I recalled my happy life as an idol. Many people, cheering for me... shouting my name...
chanting our group name. Raising their hands with our insignia light while singing to our song... ahhh
Good days...
I fucked up this time.
It's not just a mere fuck too.
I, Lee Su Ho, the main vocalist of the world-famous boy group Sky Haven, with the title of Face Genius, who won several awards both in music, entertainment and drama. The man considered one of the most eligible bachelors in Korea... did not just fuck anyone... not just a reporter... but a male reporter.
My flesh and dignity will be feasted by the people. Netizens will grill my body under the hellfire while Death is sitting on the table laughing at my demise... I can already picture out their faces painted with disgust and hatred.
My lifeless body dragged itself to the top of the hill instead of going home.
As I look at the city below me... Thought of ending my life seems to lurk within the corners of my mind.
Should I end it myself before everyone else will?
I sat at the edge while feeling the sea breeze slapping my numb cheeks.
Is this the price of harboring grudge? for demeaning my parents? Were they right all along to kick me out coz I'm useless?
I came here to rest but it turns out, the rest I was going to do was not to relax but to rest my career in an instant... Wew, haha Iv'e really done it this time.
I lay on the ground and looked at the sky... it's cloudy... I had always thought when I was young that clouds are just giant pillows, maybe it's nice to sleep in the clouds... not feeling anything but free of thoughts. Just, serenity.
I slowly closed my eyes and drifted myself to sleep.