I walk out and go to my dressing room.. He is so annoying! Ughhhh! I hate him! Why kiss me!? Why touch me!? Fuck him!!.
Good thing the run away breaks when i walk out.
I'm just here the whole break. Thinking how to ignored that fucking guy! How dare him to kiss me! Aishhhhhh self! As if you not enjoyed the kiss!..
Oh fuck really! Now! I'm talking to my self! Such a crazy women!..
What I'm going to do? How to ignored him? Should i just change my sit? We are going to make issues again, so No. Or should I go home now? Hahaha funny then that will cause a bigger issue.. Okay just ignored.. God give me the power to ignored his handsomeness...
Before going out i checked my self on the mirror! And fuck there are so many hickeys!
OMO! WHAT TO DO?! HOW DO I HIDE THIS!? I'M JUST WEARING A TUBE FOR PETE'S SAKE! OMO!
I started panicking. Please brain think a beautiful solution.. Then MY MANAGER!!!
I hurriedly dialed her number and thank god she's always ready to take my calls. I told her my problem. She told me to wait for a few minutes.
When she entered my dressing room. She had a black turtleneck dress! It's also beautiful! So it's okay.
I hurriedly change my dress. When i got finish. I sit on the mirror and my manager begun to clean my face and put a suitable makeup for my dress..
"What did you do again mu lady?" she suddenly asked.
I look at her through the mirror and pouted.
"Well Marites! I just played with some guys." i lied. Really Jenel! You played!? Or someone palyed you!? What the fuck is wrong with my mind!..
"Really?" she raised her eyebrow.. Well! Marites is a Marites! She knows me well!
"Zac made this Marites! He give me those damn hickeys!" i say like a child to marites but she just laugh at my reation.
"How is the feeling?" she asked teasingly.
I giggle and just wink at her. She knows that already that i enjoyed that fucking kiss.
When she finish my make up. I look at the mirror. Tss as ever very gorgeous and stunning. Nothing new.
I step out on my dressing room with full of confidence again! Nothing can make me feel like I'm not beautiful cause I am...
As my name called again! I walk with confidence again! And the media surprised because i change my outfit! And this is the first time i changed my outfit as a guest!.. I stop walking..
I look for the person who did this and there he is! Slowly smirking walking towards me again! He offered his hand to me. I don't want an issue so i held his hand.
But he just pulled me to him and his hand went again from my waist. I glared at him!
"Forgot to tell you. Fuck you again!" i whispered to him and look at the crowd and smile sweetly.
I felt his stare to me. I just ignored it. Damn you Jerk!
"I hate your dress a while ago babe but now hmmm that fits perfectly in you"
I'm busted! Jenel ignored his sweet tongue! He just playing at you! Fuck you heart! Stop beating so fast!
I look at him when he suddenly laugh..
"I love your heart beat babe" he sweetly said and smiled.
I felt my whole face redden. I open my mouth to speak but there no words coming out from my mouth! I swallowed hard!
"W--ha-t a-re y-ou sa-ying" I'm done! Why I'm stuttering again!...
He smirk at me.
"What! Heart beat! Huh! This is just beating so fast because i ran! I might late at the run away! Why!? You not believe me! Huh! Really i run! Not because of what your saying! I really run hard! I-" i suddenly stopped when he laugh again..
And i just realize hiw defensive i am! Goshhh! What to do now! This is his fucking fault n ot mine!..
I glared at him and i glared at him very hard...
" Yes your right! This is beating so fast because of you jerk! What if you really love to hear my heart beat then live with me so that you can hear it everyday!.."
After i said that i walk away from him and smile at the crowd. I startled when suddenly a hand covered to my waist. I dont need to look who is it because i know already whose scent is it. The only Zac.
As the run away starts again I focus myself on the show never minding Zac.
The show finished and I'm succeed on ignoring Zac although i felt him staring at me.
We need to picture so we wemt to stage as usual zac offer his hand to me again! And i wanted to laugh because I am just the one that offered him his hand. I wanted to laugh at the models guest reaction because they really expecting him to offer his hand but when he offer his hand to me, he never let it go instead it's stayed on my waist.
"The goddess must be on center" the producer of the show said.
I felt Zac hands tickling my waist! I slap his hand and look at him annoyed!.
He just raised his brow and looking me innocently
"Your hand" i whispered
"What" he innocently whispered back.
"It's giving me goosebumps!"
He smirk at me and tickled me more.
I push his hand and faced him! His hand really have his own life and just founding that his both hand wrap at my waist tightly! That made me closer to him.
"What is really with you huh?!"
Instead of talking he pulled me more to him. And when i look around all eyes on us!..
"Ms. Velencia and Mr. Reyes please be here in front." the producer said smirking. All of them actually!.
Zac let me go. And pulled me in front. The picture taking went successfully..
After that i hurriedly go to the parking lot and i startle again when someone pulled me.
Zac rugged look faced me..
" What again!" i pretend to be angry.
I want to kiss him! Fuck let me go!
"Let me go" i whispered and look down to not be tempted but fuck our kissing scene flash on my mind..
When i got no response i look at him and he just smile.
I lost my mind and just kiss him. I felt him shock but he recovered and response to my kiss. I was going to let go his lips but he pulled me closer and catch my lips.
He pushed me and i felt a hard thing in my back.
He let go my lios and look at me directly and went down again to my lios. He kiss me again and this time deeper and rougher. Like he just lose his control his bitting a bit my lips and let go my lips.
He opened his eyes and his eyes widened! He let me go and i have the chance to look at the back.
And there i saw a well beautiful lady but take note i much more beautiful!..
"Nathalie" zac shouted because the lady turned his back on us.
Zac suddenly ran but i immediately grab his hand.
"You choose! Her or me?" i asked unconsciously
He push my hands away and look at me emotionless
He didn't answered me. He just turned his back on me and run..
A tear fell from my eyes. Are nuts Jenel! You know already what's the answer yet you asked.
That's what you got Jenel! You fucking heart i hate yoy! I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU! FUCK YOU HEART! I REALLY HATE YOU!!
Why do you need to love a man who already inlove with someone else...