"I'm in the middle of a black night. Alone. Somewhere far away, the sun rises."
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I'm in a place where no one can touch it. My hands and feet are so light that I want to question my existence, but I think this is unnecessary and I stop questioning because this lightness makes me feel good. As if my life has found meaning, everything seems to have improved.
The sky is so dark that I can see the moon and the stars comfortably, they shine brightly. They look more alive and bigger than before. It is as if they waited this day to shine, to show themselves that they are hanging in the sky and the more I blink the more beautiful they become. I hesitate for a moment because this moment seems stranger to me than it seems. Is it normal that I feel so peaceful and happy? How can I watch the sky like I have no worries?
At that moment, my whole world crumbles on me.
