When we already rode the van and we are now on our way in finally leaving this resort and hotel, and we are already going home, my classmates started to tease me too.
"Ayieee, our pretty President does really have very long hair!!!" Bianca uttered and I gave her a death glare.
"Sooo beautiful…" Mae said too, from the back and when I gaze at her, she is giggling.
"Imagine, two hot guys from our school just insisting you come to them!" Anne said too at my side so I slapped her arm.
"Feels heaven, right Lei?" Faith said and Vince faked a cough.
"The thing that happened earlier is like a drama series huh?" Celyn teased again and no one or nobody complained about our noisiness.
And from here, I glanced at Paul who is thinking deeply again, like he is finding out how to fight hunger around the world.
He's maybe making theory again.
"Imagine girl!!" Airhi shouted too, "MJosh" she said and he gestured up her left hand, "and Xian." And she raised her right hand too like the other then she clapped them both as she said, "this year is so severe now huh." She said which is usual.
That's what will happen to you if you don't get a crush back. You'll see Airhi who looks so silent but she had the opposite expectation.
"Xian is so very hot looking!" Anne said and she winked at me and I gave her my stoic expression which she laughed at again.
"Hey!!! Commander MJosh is hot too!!!" Bianca said.
"But I kinda turned off because of that Ynabell," Faith stated which I silently agreed with.
"Gonna wait for part two!!" Celyn said and excitedness is visible on her face. Tsk.
"You mean 'let's wait for it?'" I said and we both laughed.
"But wait, what really happened earlier?" Bianca asked and curiosity was visible on her face as she eyed us.
And that starts the story telling while we're on trip and all of them who didn't see it earlier here in this van, listened carefully.
Well, this is the first time that MJosh the commander was involved in an uncommon issue and situation, but for Ynabell? Well she is known as uh slut or whore and war freak?
But that was said from the people's mouth. Not my opinion but honestly talking? She is pretty, and MJosh and him suited well?
Oh yeah they suited well, because her body figure suited MJosh sexy figure on his age.
The words that I heard from Ynabell's mouth earlier about her, body shaming me, is hunting my nerves again like my confidence was slowly fading.
But yeah, nevermind. At least I have a unique body and I'm proud of it. And body shaming me must not be a reason for me to be sad and degrade myself too.
Well yeah, we shouldn't be affected by those ill mannered body shamers. And body shaming must not be a culture, you have not the right to body shame others too, just because you're a smile and have the perfect body shame that someone's dream on.
And for Ynabell? Hayst, I'm waiting for her to make her mindset grow and if that doesn't happen then I'll curse her to death then.
Uhh, whatever.
"Really? She did that?" Aeigh asked and shockeness was clear to her expression same as the other person inside this vehicle.
"Yes, we saw it with our two clear eyes." Celyn answered surely.
"So desperate huh?" Bianca commented too which was agreed by a lot of us.
"Yes, so we need to wait for those next happenings and don't distance ourselves from each other so we can see part two," Celyn reminds them.
What is this? One for all, all for one?
Their chit chat time was already over and we noticed that the song that was playing from the van's stereo was so familiar and some of us sang it loudly.
And before we sang it, we glance at each other who are 'Armys' before we sang the line,
"Dy-na-na-na, na-na, na-na-na, na-na-na, life is dynamite!!" We sang in unison same as the next stanza and those are,
"Dy-na-na-na, na-na, na-na-na, na-na-na, life is dynamite"
"Shining through the city with a little funk and soul
So I'ma light it up like dynamite, whoa oh oh"
While we are travelling, riding this van, I noticed that some of us are already sleeping, maybe because they are still tired from the activity yesterday.
And here is me again, thinking like how Paul thinked because of the scene earlier that I witnessed how MJosh and Ynabell argued.
Uhh, why is that MJosh was not able to like Ynabell back? That woman is considered to be a full package already. I'm not just sire in her intellectual capability but still, she is full package already.
But yeah, like what I and the people said, you can't force someone to love or like you just because you did it.
Consider that you're still lucky if that certain person let's you like or love her/him. We are lucky if they like or love us by the person we love and like. But we are still lucky if they let us admire them.
And being desperate can ruin a lot of things, nit just your image but a lot. Maybe some are not important but, well if that makes you happy then why not go for it?
Just always remember to not step on other people for you to get what you want. Because that sucks, you become desperate and you even hurt someone's feelings or whatsoever.
Can't imagine myself chasing a certain person with an attitude of being desperate because since I was young my brothers taught me that I shouldn't chase boys just because I like them.
My parents also taught me the culture of studying first before love but if I can do both and that love can inspire me to catch and make my dreams go in reality then why not?
But it me always being distant from relationships, I have had a lot of crushes before but I didn't chase them because I felt that my class would be lost if I did those acts like how girls my age did it.
Maybe in the future, I'll love someone who can't love me or who can't like me back, which I know it hurts already by just thinking to that idea. Maybe in the near future, I'll be very desperate in a lot of ways to be loved and feel the affection, but I'm wishing that the pain that will cost me at that time will give me a lesson, instead of losing my life and worth.
I sighed about that idea, I'm overthinking again.
But my brother Buz told me to not pressure myself into different things, he said that I should just enjoy the flow of those things which I made a joke to him saying, I'm not a fish to just go with the flow and I laughed and he just patted my head, messing my hair.
And that perspective of him led him to be a playboy. Uh sometimes, if I'm with him only and not with our oldest brother Lick and we are not wearing our school uniforms, people mistaken us as a couple.
And yeah? Couple? We really looked like brothers because we share some facial features even though I'm chubby, and if ever that he is not my biological brother, he is too old for me to be my boyfriend.
What are our age gaps again? Five or six years? People are really ridiculous.
So back to reality, I saw Celyn using her cellphone and not sleeping, maybe she is busy chatting with someone over her phone again, and she is smiling like an idiot too.
And when she glanced at me near the window, her eyes grew bigger like she caught red handed and I smirked at her but she just ignored me. Bitch!
So I decided to open my Role player account too and check the messages and some notifications.
Good thing I have a load to my data because I've been inactive since we met Xian and our activities became heavier and heavier like how heavy I am.
And when before I logged in my RP account, I checked first my real facebook account and it does have a lot of notifications and messages too, from different group chats.
Well, boys can't flirt with me in school that easily because some of them think that I'm more superior and I'm more rich than them.
But that wealth was owned and produced by my parent's and not mine. So why bother?
As I checked the notifications and friend requests from my real account, a certain user caught my attention who tagged me since we are already friends on facebook.
His post that he even tagged me made me surprised which made me nervous and my heart beats like a drum because it beats so loud and why it had a big effect on me?
Well, the photo he just posted is me smiling while my body posture is facing the beach but I'm smiling in the camera. I scrolled more but the caption hits differently and his fans club is getting crazy about it.