That was the decision I made to run or the best decision I ever made. That decision would have saved me from things that I didn't know would have been any worse. It's been bad after I actually figured it out. That expectation was all right. I didn't know my expectations might be that good, but eventually they were. It was the cave that we chose to make permanent headquarters for us in a way that would allow us to plan for the next step of that pursuit. He was personally the worst thing we've ever done. At those times when I was running scared of my boyfriend whose brain was taken over by hallucinations, I had to avoid a lot. I had to avoid getting into that dilemma. The dilemma was that there could be someone lurking outside. That was totally real. That was not good at all.
But a
certain death with my boyfriend compared to a possible death with enemies
outside was something that would make a choice...
Eventually
