Dear diary,
Today is the day that Jean and Yuri get married. Today was unpredictable. It could be a beautiful and happy wedding or it could be the worst day yet to come.
"At the restaurant*
I look at Stellen then look at Jessica. I felt like my presence wasn't needed so I dismissed myself. "I'll let you guys talk. I'll be waiting in the car." I turn and start walking to the car. He grabs my hand and pulls me closer. He tightens his grip on my hand.
"You wanted to talk so talk." She looks at me. "She's staying here so whatever has to be said to me could be said while she's here." She takes a deep breath. "I'm sorry I lied to your mom that was uncalled for. But you've been acting so indifferent and cold to me. I wish I never left you and I'm sorry. After I left I realized more than anything that you were the one I was in love with not him." She starts crying.
He lets go of my hand and goes to hug her. She looks at me and smirks. I was shocked she was playing him. He releases her, "Do you really think I am stupid enough to fall for something like that? Who do you take me for."
"Wha- what are you talking about." He points to the makeup window that showed their reflection. He saw her and he knew she was scheming. "You only want me back because you realized that I could give you what Wyan wanted, but I will no longer do that for you."
He grabs my hand and walks away. She starts yelling but before I could figure out what she was trying to say Stellen covered my ears the whole way to the car. He opened the car door and helped me in the car.
While he was driving he looked distracted and hurt almost. I couldn't help but ask him. "Would you have forgiven her if you couldn't see her true intentions?" He didn't look at me; he continued to watch the road. I guess I already knew the answer to that. I smile bitterly and coldly then watch the stars through the window. The car stops at a stop sign. He grabs me, pulls me in, and kisses me.
"Why would I choose her when I have you?" My whole body starts to heat up. The light turns green so he continues to drive. My heart feels like it's going to explode. It's like a time bomb each interaction we have is closer to my own death.
The next morning is we had to get ready for the wedding. I woke up early but Stellen wasn't in bed. I've been sleeping with him since we got here. O see a note with my name on it. I pick it up and begin to read it. "You were sleeping peacefully. I didn't want to wake you to see you at the wedding. -Stellen" I get up and go to Jean's room where she is already preparing. She looks at me smiling then angry-looking. "Why do you look like you just woke up? And why aren't you dressed?" Before I could answer she pointed at the dressing room. "GET DRESSED NOW! AND SOMEONE GO DO HER MAKEUP WWE ARE ALREADY RUNNING LATE." I go to the dressing room and get dressed. Not long after that someone is was working on my makeup.
We finished preparing after two hours. We were barely on our way. Things were about to get weird pretty quickly.
"You wanted to talk so talk." She looks at me. "She's staying here so whatever has to be said to me could be said while she's here." She takes a deep breath. "I'm sorry I lied to your mom that was uncalled for. But you've been acting so indifferent and cold to me. I wish I never left you and I'm sorry. After I left I realized more than anything that you were the one I was in love with not him." She starts crying.
He lets go of my hand and goes to hug her. She looks at me and smirks. I was shocked she was playing him. He releases her, "Do you really think I am stupid enough to fall for something like that? Who do you take me for."
"Wha- what are you talking about." He points to the makeup window that showed their reflection. He saw her and he knew she was scheming. "You only want me back because you realized that I could give you what Wyan wanted, but I will no longer do that for you."
He grabs my hand and walks away. She starts yelling but before I could figure out what she was trying to say Stellen covered my ears the whole way to the car. He opened the car door and helped me in the car.
While he was driving he looked distracted and hurt almost. I couldn't help but ask him. "Would you have forgiven her if you couldn't see her true intentions?" He didn't look at me; he continued to watch the road. I guess I already knew the answer to that. I smile bitterly and coldly then watch the stars through the window. The car stops at a stop sign. He grabs me, pulls me in, and kisses me.
"Why would I choose her when I have you?" My whole body starts to heat up. The light turns green so he continues to drive. My heart feels like it's going to explode. It's like a time bomb each interaction we have is closer to my death.
The next morning is we had to get ready for the wedding. I woke up early but Stellen wasn't in bed. I've been sleeping with him since we got here. O see a note with my name on it. I pick it up and begin to read it. "You were sleeping peacefully. I didn't want to wake you to see you at the wedding. -Stellen" I get up and go to Jean's room where she is already preparing. She looks at me smiling then angry-looking. "Why do you look like you just woke up? And why aren't you dressed?" Before I could answer she pointed at the dressing room. "GET DRESSED NOW! AND SOMEONE GO DO HER MAKEUP WWE ARE ALREADY RUNNING LATE." I go to the dressing room and get dressed. Not long after that someone is was working on my makeup.
We finished preparing after two hours. We were barely on our way. Things were about to get weird pretty quickly