You can spend your whole life judging me, blaming me for the bad decisions I take and the people I love. But you won't stand a minute living my life in my stead.
"Those hungry for my blood are not immune!" -Rumi.
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This is exactly why I always try my best to not talk during sex with him, or any intimate moment. I stop moving and open my eyes.
And Oh. My. God. Andrew is staring at me in surprise. Jesus fucking Christ! He surely heard me.
Andrew actually just heard me calling ANOTHER NAME, while we were in the climax of our intimacy. How can I explain myself now, I literally have nothing to defend myself.
I feel like a panic attack coming on the way, the blood begins to pound in my ears, my heart is beating so freaking fast and I am literally shaking. I don't know why I'm that scared that much right now.
"Why did you stop" he decides to say, after a long awkward silence.
