***Kesha's POV***
Why am I still scared of someone who is in the past? Richard is in the past, I had my mom and Kyle and they were the best people I knew but yet here I was hyperventilating, scared and wrapped up in Sebastian's arm while he soothes down my nerves. I really needed this boy out of my life, first he accuses me of shit and now he is seeing me weak. He probably thinks I am weak, he probably thinks I am like every other girl seeking for his attention. I am not but I cannot bring myself to push him off me. He scared me but I still needed to calm down and get over this irrational breathing. Mom walked in looking mortified. My screams probably woke her up, she probably thinks I am having one of those nights. But I am not.
