I sighed before cleaning the clutter. I felt my hands shaken when I saw the three condoms that contained his simel. I took the gloves I always used to pick it up and shivered and threw it in the trash.
I took the comforter on the floor and put it in the laundry basket. As well as the pillowcase on the bed and on the floor and also the near the cr door, I changed it and put it in the Laundry basket. I also sprayed sanitizer on the floor where Keith's condom used to be. Then I swept first and turned down the aircon a little.
I suddenly sat down on our bed because I was tired. I don't feel like I'm sweating. Maybe because I felt more pain and fatigue than my sweat, I let half of my body fell down on the bed and my eyes looked up at the ceiling.
If only I hadn't left. If only I hadn't gone away. If only I could take the risk. If only I had let myself be doomed and chose to be lost in this world, it is better rather than this way, he is hurting me, so much.
I felt my eyes getting wet and I knew my tears were about to drip so I closed my eyes and let myself remember everything from the beginning.
"Dad, just this one. Please" I said, begging to my daddy
"No. I won't let you go to him. Haven't you heard? He's a playboy for Pete's Sake! Breann Castify! You should know him better before you ask me that" Calm but I feel his resistance to what I want.
Gradually my knees softened and I knelt down. Until I could feel my tears dripping. I lost hope but determination still prevailed over me.
"Breann" I felt Daddy's voice soften and he touched my shoulder.
I looked up at him as my tears continued to flow.
"Daddy, You made a promise. You said that you will do anything if I go with you. You said you will support me in every decision that I'm going to make. You said that you will grant all my wishes if I fought back and go with you. Daddy, this is what I want. This is my wish, Daddy. I love him. I love him so much. I really do. Please, daddy ... Please. Please set an arrangement with them. Please make a way for us to get married "I begged.
I burst into tears and grinned bitterly. Reminiscing those memories. I miss my dad. I miss him so much. Unbeknownst to me, I entered the bathroom and soaked in the bath tub.
Everything came to my mind again. I am the one who push through this marriage. I am the only one who wants this. I remembered how angry he was with me before. What did he look like when he found out I was the one that he was going to marry with.
Another memories flashes on my mind
"Breann, We will be having dinner with the Shin family later at 8pm sharp." Daddy said softly
With the what? Shin? Shin Family? I frowned and looked at my daddy. Until my eyes suddenly widened when I realized Drein Keith Shin was his full name so that means?
"Dad, does it mean?" I asked, Can't still believe about it
My daddy nodded slowly. To my great joy I immediately hugged him.
"Thank you, Thank you daddy." I said cheerfully
He just nodded and smiled sparingly at me. He patted my head then said
"I love you my daughter and all just I want is your happiness. Seeing you happy makes me also happy. You're a precious thing that I should be treasured. I don't want to get you hurt but if this what makes you happy. I'll support you. You're the only one left with me and I'm afraid you might get lost. "Daddy said I felt he didn't like what I wanted but he couldn't do anything so he just let me because Daddy and I were the only ones together. My mommy? Se left when I was still a kid thay was what my Daddy said.
I was just in the bedroom and back and forth in my closet. I want to look beautiful in front of her. I want this day to be special for both of us. It was as if I knew I was smiling while measuring the clothes. Hayss I also have 15 sizes of clothes and until now I still have nothing to choose to wear, I looked at the Clock. It's 7:15? Time flows quickly . Daddy is not here so I will go alone to the restaurant where we will have dinner.
I immediately went to the bathroom to take a shower. After a few minutes I was done too. I immediately went to my Walk in Closet to find clothes. I can't choose any of the clothes I wore earlier.
I was distracted by a simple floral dress that really suited me. I immediately put it on and sat down at the table facing the mirror to put lipstick on my face. I just put BB Cream on my face, liptint on my lips and I just put eyeliner on the eyes, I curled the lower part of my hair so that I look human in front of them .... -in front of him . I wore my white wedge sandals which were not that high and I just received a message from Daddy that they were waiting at the restaurant. I looked at the time and it was 8:10. I hurried to the garage to pick up the car and our maid ignored me because I was in a hurry and drove to the restaurant where dinner was being held.
As I was driving, I remembered, Keith didn't know my dad. Well. He know our surname but they didn't had a chance to me each other. Because dad was always out of nowhere to be found because of our business.
When I got there, I immediately parked my car. I looked at my face in the mirror and sighed before entering the restaurant. This is the time that I will see him again in personal. I can feel my heartbeat sped up, but determination eaten up my system. I know, I can do this.