I can't believe we defeated, I never thought that we did not win in the battle. I thought heroes always win, or even in the villains what happens in the ocean strikes me hard. After that battle, we decided to go to our places. Hannah, Terrence, and Diana went where the twin lives while I and Sapphire went to my apartment.
In my living room, I sit on the couch and think about what happened today. I still feel what happened between the grim reaper, the monster, how we rescued the strange animal, and how we were defeated by the monster, and how we help Sapphire strangle from the grim reaper's hand. There's so much that happened today that I don't know if I can still or not. There are too many mysteries behind our planet which is I do not want to know everything about it. I just want to live a normal life. No powers like this and didn't see the fortunes or even nightmares.
I want to change my fate, I want to change everything. I hugged my knees and buried my face. I don't want this! I don't want to live like this! Why do I need to experience this misery? I don't want to lose my friends, I don't want to see something horrible will happen. I don't want to see many dead peoples. There's so much I don't want to see something dreadful incidents. If only this is just a dream, pleased wake me up in this nightmare.
My face is still buried in my knees when Sapphire approached me. She caresses my back for support. I looked at her and hug her tight. Then I told her what I feel.
"I can't believe we lose in the battle, and the most terrifying part is more people died in the incident," I told her.
"We can't back what happened earlier what we can do is to look forward and move on," She said.
"But I can't. I thought all heroes cannot be defeated by villains but what happen earlier was a nightmare! We didn't win, we didn't save the people! Is this really happening? It must not happen! Our mission is to rescue everyone, to save them! And now, we defeated by that monster." I said then I buried my face in my hand.
"but you save me, our friend rescues me, you rescue me from the grim reaper. I know it's not much like how many people died. But the important is you save even just one person, isn't that enough? Not all heroes can save everyone. Sometimes heroes can win, but sometimes they are defeated, they're not gods that make miracles, they just heroes whose title is to defeat the enemy. To save someones near. Yes, it's too hard to forget what happened earlier, what happen was unforgivable. But we are just people, it was like playing games. Sometimes we win, in multiple tries if we play again and again, we can't win in just one play" Sapphire long response as she's trying to explain everything that happens. "but the most important is we learned our lesson, so for the next battle we can win and save all people around us." She added.
I sighed and looked at the window where I can see the blue sky. If only it never happens maybe I wouldn't feel this.
Sapphire went inside my room, I think she will get ready to sleep. I don't know if I can sleep tonight, I don't want to get nightmares again which cause many people to die. I don't want to see many dreadful incidents again. So I will stay up tonight until the morning I think I won't get nightmares if I sleep in the daylight. I hope it works.
Minutes passed and I was sooo sleepy... I wanted to sleep but instead, I sleep I made up a coffee which will help me to stay awake more until it gets daylight. I can do this, I'm sure I can, but the more I resist my eyes are beginning to heavy. Like it was begging me to sleep inside my room. It keeps pushing me towards the bed. But I keep my remaining stand, I should get busy so I wouldn't think about this sleeping.
Minutes later and now it's midnight still more time before the sun rises. And I'm kind of sleepy now, my eyes are tired, and began to turn a blind eye. But before it happens I slapped my face to wake me up, it's so hard not to fall asleep but I have to do this.
Time flies everyone might sleeping but I remain awake even though I can't any longer stay, I was on the kitchen table drinking coffee again when suddenly I felt something weird in my body. I'm trembling for what reason? Do I got sick or something? I looked around but no one is here with me, I know Sapphire is still sleeping. So why should I feel this way? I decided to look at Sapphire.
I opened the door in my room, only to see Sapphire wasn't here. Maybe she's in the bathroom, but why is she's still in the bathroom in the middle of the night? In my curiosity, I went beside the bathroom and try to hear the sound if she is taking a shower or not. But I don't hear anything, I knock on the door three times and called out her name. She wasn't making a response or even make a sound. I decided to open the door and peek inside until I opened wide the bathroom door and as soon as I get myself entered, I found nothing inside. Where is she this time? She should be sleeping right now, did she went to the Forest de Gilder? Why she didn't tell me about it?
Hours passed by and it's morning, and I'm so sleepy, when the sun rises I get myself lay on the bed so I can sleep. I think I won't get nightmares today if I sleep daylight. I'm not afraid of the dark it's just that I don't want to see nightmares again which all my dreams can be true. Even nightmares if I remember it there is one dream that does not happen. Yeah! There is one when the time we're on the field trip which is about the tribes. That dream did not happen but that make any sense? If my dream can be real why does that tribe did not appear even though it went through in my dream just like the other incident happens? How come that dream doesn't happen in the reality? When I got nightmares it always happens even my dreams in fantasies? I have to know how it works and how it will not work. This is my chance to know more about my ability. But how can I know if Fairy Liz is dead? She's the one who helps me know my destiny even though I don't remember the exact history of it. Should I ask Sapphire about this? Thinking about that fell asleep in my bed.