After the competition, I cannot stop thinking about Gilbert. When I go to sleep, when I wake up and when I am alone. In school as soon as I come in, my eyes rolls everywhere and see if Gilbert is around. I must admit I think I like him already.
But every time I am thinking about Gilbert, I am touching Sherwin's necklace. I still wear it. I am not sure what does it mean? Is it just a habit if I am having anxiety or it means something else? Am I opening my heart to someone else already? I really don't know. All I just know, Gilbert is always in my thoughts lately and to be honest I like the feeling.
I wanted to be closer with Gilbert. I would like to know him more and whether if he likes me too. It is not that I am too confident about myself but I have a gut feeling that he does because of some signs he showed me before. He is too nice to me.
But I don't want to be too obvious. I will not approach him nor confess about my feelings to him. And besides it is too early to do that anyway. I am not even 100% sure yet what I really feel about him. I just wanted to be close to him right now. That's all!
I must think of something to make it happen. I need a plan or anything. I have to find a way!