Third Person
"I just feel useless around my family. Everyone's so successful and important and I'm just.. Me. People always say to work hard for your dreams but what if you don't even know if you've worked hard enough? What if you don't even know what your dream is? I've never been in the spotlight. Never been the one making a difference. What am I here for? What am I alive for?" Taeyong said miserably.
"You are alive to live. You are alive to smile and laugh and cry and face everything that comes your way. You are alive to be happy and make someone else happy. You will find that dream, you will find love, we're still young, we have time. I promise."
And that was when Taeyong knew. He did find love. He found love in the boy who made him understand why we live."
END OF FLASHBACK
Now Jaehyun finally understood why he said that. Even if he hadn't known it then, deep down he wanted to be that person for Taeyong. And yet he had abandoned him. He had broken that promise all for someone who didn't even know him that well. While Taeyong knew every thought he had and every emotion he felt.
"Who says it's still all about her? Who says I need her any more than you?"
"You did! When you left me, you asshole." Taeyong said as he punched him in the shoulder. Hard. (immediately feeling bad after because well, he is the loml even if he's a dick.)
"I admit I deserved that but now that I realize I was a horrible person and friend, I truly am so so sorry."
"You were. But the worst part is that I can't even be mad at you. I care about you so much that somehow even when you leave me I still can't rid myself of you."
All of Taeyong's words went straight to Jaehyun's head and all he could think about was how to comfort Taeyong, how to express all of his sorrow, regret, and care. "I promise I'll be better. I'll be better for you. I'll talk with you more, I won't abandon you ever again I'm sorry, I'm sorry." He was sobbing now, slowly kneeling to the floor with his arms wrapped around himself.
"I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry" he kept saying over and over. He only stopped when he felt warm arms engulf him in a hug, and the wetness on his shoulder signifying that Taeyong was crying as well.
So they sat in the grass together, hugging one another and crying their eyes out for each other. Taeyong only spoke when he said "I will probably regret this but... I forgive you. You should have a lot of making up to do." Jaehyun immediately agreed and thanked him.
"I promise you will never be hurt by me again. I won't allow it." he croaked, his voice hoarse from crying.
They were one again in each other's arms for the long run. Feeling shielded by the dome of their emotions. They were finally safe. Because they were together.
So I know this kinda crappy, I was just feeling unmotivated.. So I'm sorry! I'll try to put a better chapter out for you next week.
-Author S