"...I killed Lawliet."
That sounds really wrong to me though.. I don't know, it is that I do not think that it was Zeandro's fault why his friend committed suicide. After all, he did try to stop her but she had already decided to end her life right there. Also, I wish that she had told him what was going on, since Zeandro was involved as well. He was right, he could have done something to protect her if only he knew what was happening, but Lawliet kept everything to herself and endured it all alone. But, I still do not think that it is Zeandro's fault why she is dead. This is like my situation with my parents' death; all my life, I was blaming myself and felt responsibly for their deaths. That I do not deserve to be happy because of it, the fault was mine so why should I live my life happily? I think that this is what Zeandro has been thinking all this time; this is also the reason why he hates how he looks. I never knew that his life was so sad..
