Yesterday was too much for me. I did not talk to Seven at all, he probably knows by now that something has happened. He did not try to make talk about it because that is just him, unless he catches me all alone looking troubled and anxious. Seven is the most understanding person I have ever met, and honestly, I thank him for not questioning me especially at a time like this. I do not know what to feel, or who I should believe in, what is wrong and what is right- my mind is so messed up. I should do something if I want to clear up the misunderstanding and be able to look into his eyes like before.