As I run and run through the forest of memories buried in my head I fall and scream but I can't get away
With a jolt I get up from bed unaware of how sweaty my palms are I don't know how to get away from myself
Not when all I do is get more and more into my imagination
Every night it gets worse
It starts with just me lost in the darkness
And then all these memories of when I was younger follow me while I run and then I fall
I wish I'd be able to go back
I wish I was never alive
I wish I'd die