As I run and run through the forest of memories buried in my head I fall and scream but I can't get away

With a jolt I get up from bed unaware of how sweaty my palms are I don't know how to get away from myself

Not when all I do is get more and more into my imagination

Every night it gets worse

It starts with just me lost in the darkness

And then all these memories of when I was younger follow me while I run and then I fall

I wish I'd be able to go back

I wish I was never alive

I wish I'd die