What to say...
Sorry???
I guess you will never forgive me even if say a thousand times sorry...
I can never bring you back....
I cut your chance to live
Your chance to see the beauty of life
To breath the air that I breath
To be love like everyone wants to love
No matter how guilty I am
I can never bring you back...
No matter how I cry
There's no point in it
You will only hate me more
For I don't deserve to shed tears for what I did
I turn my back on you,.
I listen to what was on my mind
Not on my heart...
If only I have enough courage to face the world and give you the chance to see how beautiful life can be...
But I didnt I'm such coward to turn my back on you.
I guess I will be trap in guilt till the day I have to leave this world....
I won't say sorry because I don't deserve your forgiveness
I only hope in your next life
You will have a life you deserve
A mother who will love and cherish you....
But I really do want to meet you in your next life to say sorry for giving up on you
I won't ask for your forgiveness
I just wanted to meet you
To witness upon how beautiful your life would be.
* She didnt know what time she fall asleep
she only remember that she's been writing in her notes (notebook) maybe her loneliness and fatigue get the better of her and finally fall asleep.