Will I ever find peace if I take my on life?
will I ever find the chance to be with you in the next life if their is one?
will you ever give me the chance to say what I want in the next life...
If not then I hope I will never meet you again in this life and my next life...
Or maybe having another life is not in for me anymore.
Why live if you know your hurting..
why live in the shadows of guilt and lies throughout your life...
if gods forbid and give a chance to go back in time...
I don't want to cross path with you ever again...
I cannot go through another pain..
my life is already in shambles
another push and I will end up a shell with nothing remains..
I will always pray you will live the life you want to be..
I hope will never meet again in this life and the next life....