A few moments later, I came out of the bathroom. Drying my hair, drops of blood that fell on the floor suddenly made me stunned. I touched my nose and saw my fingers with a lot of blood on the tips.
I smiled meaninglessly, revealing a depth of sorrow about my worsening condition. I didn't know whether God would give me one more chance so that I could feel the warmth of spring in the next year or not at all.
But, why should I live long if I only keep grieving and suffering in my life?
I sighed heavily. If I got another chance in the next life, I would live a better life than now.
After a few moments of silence, I looked up so that the bleeding could stop as soon as possible, then immediately went to the bathroom to clean my face in the sink.
However, it was already a minute, but the flowing blood didn't stop yet. Instantly there was panic rising in my chest which I tried to suppress.