Yoon Hoonsik insisted, "It's okay, sir. I can buy a new one."
"Hoonsik...." This time, there was a firmness in my voice, "Go. Sunyeon asked you to buy it, didn't he? Bring it to him immediately or he will be mad at you if you are late. Don't mind me. I'll be fine. So, see you tomorrow."
Not wanting to hear any response from him, I immediately closed the door with a loud voice. Unable to take it anymore, I slumped to the floor and continued to cry.
In the gloomy darkness, it was like in the past where I kept waiting for him to return for days, weeks, months, without any news. Very painful. However, when I realized that even waiting for him for years, he would never come back even if it drained all the tears I had. It hurt more than any pain.
Slowly I stood on my shaking knees, stared blankly at the clock on the wall, showed 11:30 p.m, then got in the bedroom.