I was stunned for a moment, thinking he was talking too much. I used to scold him all the time for this, but now I could understand him.
Sunyeon was indeed a kid who talked a lot since I first met him. However, as I wanted him to act like Chunghee, I always demanded him to do things that were contrary to how he really was.
That was unfair. I knew that clearly.
Still hugging me, he cried quite loudly and kept repeating words, "I'm so happy".
I knew that it was a cry of joy from all the pain he had been holding in for so long. I completely understood him and simply ignored the truth by continuing to reveal a cold and indifferent attitude, and taking my anger out on him when he contacted me.
It was cruel and I knew it pretty well. It's just that because I felt that letting him stay by my side all this time was the biggest mistake I had ever done, every time I saw him I got angry and hated him so much.