In the end, holding back from crying in front of Donghwa was useless. I had always been weak in arguing with him. Always giving in and obeying his words since time immemorial was a bad habit that was so hard to break. I didn't like it, neither did myself. But, what else could I do? I couldn't change anything other than hard-faking everything.
As my tears fell, I remembered how I had hoped for good things from him but he never wanted to do it.
Did he only realize his sin after the person he had, left him without caring?
From the time I lost the precious people in my life, from when I was a child until I grew up, every time I close my eyes, I always hoped to see lots of cheerful colors again. It's like when I watched TV when I was a child, on the screen, there were many beautiful colors, which I thought would always be that beautiful. However, the reality wasn't like that, it was even more gloomy and dark.
