Chandler didn't think of what people think towards him. He just wants a place where he can relieve his heavy feeling. It's suffocating him that to the point, he wants to give time to himself too. Tho, the thought of him to her.. doesn't fade even just a second.
He is not angry or mad. He just felt so heavy and sad. It's like, his heart is darted with many sharp thorns the reason why it bleeds. He looked up at the evening sky. As the city is still busy. Vehicles and many different infrastructures are still alive.
He wants to cry. He badly wants to pour out the thorns away from him. He doesn't want to feel that way any longer. He just wanted it to disappear. But, how? How will he gonna do that? He can't even step a single stair in his way up!
He sighs and just closes his eyes when a cold breeze of air passes through him. The coldness is nothing beneath him. He feels so down that a cold wouldn't do any effect on him.
