Esma felt pity towards him. But, the fact that she can't do anything make her sadder. This time.. she can't help him. If she did help him whenever he needs him back then. now, she can't.. the dark shadow that is living and slowly growing inside Mia is getting stronger. And she can't do anything about that.
Unless...
Someone, will offer their life and die.
It scares her when the thought of her resurface about Chandler offering his life just for the sake of that woman makes her mad and angry. She loves Chandler and he is the only treasure that is left on her. She can't lose another one. Not anymore. Even if it takes... The sadness within him. Call her selfish.. but, she wants to do everything just to make Chandler safe and is able for her to look of.