Following your dreams or following your heart. That is a difficult decision to make. You spend so much time of your life living for a dream, for that purpose that drives the bones moving in your body. Then again your heart can also give you a purpose, it can give you a dream that is worth living for too. But they say follow your head and not your heart, following your heart is a bigger risk to take, though is following your heart, not the better choice to make.
That brings me to this moment. Am I going to lose Isabella because I want to follow my dreams?
I look deep into that big brown eyes of hers, I am shocked to see the tears build up in them and tiny drops roll down her cheeks.
"Boo, no, why are you crying?"
I try to pull her into my arms but she softly pushes me away.
"I don't understand, what is wrong? Why are you crying? Why can't I hold you?"
She is breathing short heavy breaths and I can hear little sobbing noises coming from her chest.