I get to Nikolai's bedroom trying to keep tears from coming down my face. I feel like a idiot. He doesn't want me. I get in the room and throw my dry clothes on the bed. I hop in shower for a quick rinse. I get out the shower and wrap myself in a towel. I walk to his bed. I sadly put on my underwear and bra when I hear the door open. I quickly turn around to see Nikolai closing the door behind him. I wrap myself in the towel quick to cover myself up. "What are you doing?" I asked. "Im sorry, I thought you would dressed by now" he explained. "Its fine, I have dressed in front of you before anyways. Nothing has changed Nikolai" I smiled. I turn around and drop my towel. I bend over to pick up my shirt of his bed. That's when I felt him. He runs his fingers down my back. Up and down slowly and gentle, I can feel my goosebumps intensify. I stand myself back straight, feeling his chiseled body against my back. He gently moves my hair to my left shoulder, breathing slowly down on my neck.