I also did not want to be with you. "
-Ashed (2020)
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Ashed Vrykolakas
"Why are you frowning Ash? C'mon smile, It's a beautiful day." Merse said, smiling from ear to ear. I wish I can, but not today. I am in a very bad mood.
"Just ignore Ash Merse, I'm sure she didn't wake up well." Nia said.
I totally agree with her. I did not have a good night, I stayed up all night thinking that bullshit marriage. Anyway, Mom is still bugging me about the shitty arranged marriage. it wasn't funny at all honestly, I'm trying my best to reach their expectations. but marrying random people out there is out of the fucking line. is this karma or some shit?
"Ash, do you have a problem?" Germania approached me. I didn't notice her.
I shook my head, they don't need to know anymore. And Nia's unexpected arranged marriage with Aliyah was really shocking. The day we heard about her wedding, of course, we were all surprised. Knowing Nia, She had never got into a relationship before, she just wants fling, but not commitment. Because Natasha was always watching her. That evil woman, And now she's Marrying Aliyah Arcejon, the Heirs of Arcejon shipping line. What I've heard, she's really strict, and two years older than Germania. she already graduated from Havard University. She's maybe really smart, but I don't think that Aliyah is kind.
"Ash? You idiot. Are you still thinking about that woman? Don't worry I can handle Aliyah, uhh ... maybe she's looked hard and cold outside, I know she's too fragile inside" Aliyah, her fiancé, was suddenly angry when she heard that there was an issue between Hellany and Germania. I was not numb to see and feel that Aliyah was jealous of Hell
"Uhh, I think Aliyah is jealous of Hell." I suddenly said.
I facepalmed myself because I slipped. It should be just me, but I already said it. Gosh, Ashed you're so dumb sometimes.
'yeah, not sometimes. always' my inside brain concludes.
"W-What?" She laughed nervously. "She's not, what made you think that way?" oh Germania, you're not a good liar.
Hmm, fishy and suspicious. But I will not interfere anymore. Germania is big enough for such things, she will take care of her and Aliyah's situation I know she can handle it. And hopefully, she can graduate from being a coward. I mean it, there is no point in being a coward honestly.
"I don't know Nia. Is my guess right?" I'm trying to test her. I know he is not good at hiding emotions, and she's really transparent when she's nervous.
"N-No? I-It's not Ash." Hmm, now I know this bitch.
"Only I can advise for you, Nia. Make sure your feelings, you will only fall in love once. and it was rare to find someone worthy to love like Aliyah." Then I left her hanging there.
I know she can understand that soon. She's smart, and she knows what she's doing. And me? I don't know what to do in my life. I can advise others' problems, But I can't fix my own problem.
Mom Calling ...
I took a deep sigh, before answering her call. we never talked again, after that chaos last night.
"Ashed, where are you? Do you know now that you will meet your finacé today? did you forgot it already?" The irritation was obvious in Mom's voice.
I close my eyes and breathe, damn! Is that now? But, I was not ready yet. It feels like whenever I think about marriage. It damages my brain system. I'm just like a robot that obeys all of its commands.
"I-I don't Mom, I'm going there." I lied.
Good luck to me people. Guide me through this journey, I can do nothing more.
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No one spoke between the two of us. Is this coincidence? Or is Destinty really hitting the both of us? I can't believe this shit! To so many people out there---aish! fuck this!
"So, it looks like our children will get along. Especially your daughter, I think she can handle this behavior of my princess." I was secretly overwhelmed with emptiness.
The out first encounter wasn't nice at all, handling her attitude wasn't easy too. That woman is is like a devil
'A Gorgeus and hot one?'
Yes--No! can you shut up?!
"Haxzel, meet your fiancé. Ashed Vrykolakas."
I still wondered if I would shake hands with him or not. I bet, she wouldn't like it.
"Hi, I'm Ashed ... your future wife." Gosh! Ashed, you can be a phenomenal Actress now.
'You're such a plastic person bitch '
I saw how she struggled on accepting my hand or not. Same girl, so am I. But let's plasticize each other first before you and I fight later.
"I'm Haxzel Montrefeltro, don't want to be your wife." I blinked a few times, what did she say?
Seriously, her mouth is rude. Thank goodness I didn't punch her already.
"Axel! Don't say that to your wife, I'm sorry for my daughter Mrs. And Mr. Vrykolakas." Tita, I think your daughter is the reincarnation of a devil--kidding.
"It's okay, l think they will get along better. Ash is really responsible and independent woman." nice Mom, I'm proud about that. I hoped Mom will not embarrass me in front of this woman.
"They're really opposite, coz 'my daughter is a baby. And she's too fragile. But, they say opposite's attracts a lot." Not in our situation with this demon. Mom's and devil's Mom synchronized their smiles.
"So, let's talk about the wedding." I was suddenly nervous. God of heavens, please take me!
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"Can you don't get too close to your flings? It's embarrassing." I brushed my hair up in frustration.
This woman is very demanding. It's been a month since we got married. And I can say that my situation turned into hell. Plus, this woman is literary devil and bossy, Mom said, that's how it is when a girl is jealous. Hello? this girl? jealous? she almost punched me in the face last night, then you'll call it Jealousy?
"They're not my flings, they're my friends."
"Friends? Are there any friends kissing on the lips, what kind of friends is that?!" she's in a beast mode again.
"You know what? it's none of your business if who I kiss, who I talk with. We're just married on paper and people's eyes." I don't know if it was hurt that I saw in her eyes.
"Yeah, just on paper. But, Aren't you ashamed of my family? You're hurting someone that you didn't notice already." Then she left me hanging once again.
What does she mean? hurting someone? And who am I hurting?
'You know, you numb ass'
No? I am not numb, I can feel.
'Whatever! Find someone to talk to '