"Does that mean, you love me?"
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[ Haxzel Montefeltro ]
"You're just wasting your time on her Axel, she doesn't deserve your precious tears at all. that jerk, where is she?" Aliyah said irritatedly.
What can I do? I do love her since then, it is one of my dreams to Marry someone I really love. I didn't regret Loving her . . . at least. I don't know why she's too benumbed to feel that I love her, and that's why I agreed to Marry her. Why? Why is she like that? she wasn't like this before . . . Oh, now I get it. it's because Ashley, she still not over to Ashely. she really Loves Ashley, I see.
"Why are you that Martyr Axel? Why can't you just switch to Enzo? nor Danillo? they are better than---"
"You know that I can't love someone anymore Aliyah, other than Her." that's true, since I saw her sitting at that old bench, I cherish and loved her that day. until now.
"Oh C'mon Axel--"
"Then Why are you into Germania? Why are you chasing her? why are getting back again to her? see?" we have the same reason, we're crazy over our lovers.
"Hi, Haxzel, flowers for you. Hoped you like it." I nearly rolled my eyes, but I had a smile at least at him.
He's Danillo, My long time suitor and a self-proclaimed boyfriend. even though I had rejected him many times, but he still courting me.
"Bruh, Back off. Axel told you already that she doesn't like nor love you, In your dreams." Enzo meddled.
I almost kissed Enzo for defending me to Danillo. I don't want to hurt his feelings, But I can't pay back the love he's giving unto me. sorry for him I guess, it's just that I am more attractive to girls than guys. Do you guys wonder why Enzo defended me? it's because he's gay, he said that he just courted me, to hide his true identity. so that he's Soldier father won't suspect his true gender. at first; I was mad because he is using me to hide his true identity, but I realized that he was just scared to come out on the closet.
"Why? what's your problem Enzo? fuck off! I wasn't talking to you. Haxzel already basted you right? now you're being friends with her for--"
"No he wasn't, Our friendship is real Danillo. just stop bothering me, please? I am married now." shocked a hurt was transparent on his face.
"W-Why? W-When? why didn't you tell me that . . . you're m-married already? w-who's the lucky guy by the way?" he tried to act happy and joyful, but that wasn't his true emotion.
"Ashed Vyrkolakas."
"Ah--What?! she's a girl! that famous University baseball player?! That's--I can't understand." he said.
"I'm sure you will Dani, maybe I am not the one for you. maybe she's just traffic." I tried to joke, but it seems that my joke wasn't funny.
I looked at Enzo, who's lovingly looking at Danillo. I shooked my head, he still cowardly as he is. how can she confess to Dani if he's not even out on his family, on his Dad?
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"Axel, is that your wife?" I quickly glanced in the direction she's pointing on.
And my surroundings started to get blurry, only her I can see right now. my focus was only on her, I can't even hear Aliyah's voice even though she's talking non-stop.
"Why are you here Ms. Monterfeltro? you're supposed at home right now, it's already 8:30 P. M." she looks hot when she's fuming mad.
It makes her more attractive, even though she has a 'special thing' attached to her body. but I don't mind, I'm glad she had that. we can enjoy if we're lovemaking, even though we hadn't done that thing yet.
"Are you Ms. Vrykolakas? well, I and Axel are Having fun right now so--."
"Aliyah, why are you here?" I looked at Ashed's back, only to see Germania also.
With a confused look on her face, I bet Aliyah needs to explain after this. because I know Germania's Kind of slow sometimes. she's not asking, before accusing someone.
"U-Uhmm Nia, you're here. I'm with Axel I promised."
"I see, But last time I saw you with Jhon. That's why I thought you two are dating." Aliyah's brows furrowed.
Oh, Wrong move for Aliyah, also to Germania. I bet Aliyah didn't like Nia accusing her. Aliyah is a Lawyer, she's a professional when it comes to this situation, but now . . . she was like a fragile person who can't fight back to someone who's important to her. to someone she dumped a long time ago. I'm not blaming her, it's just that she made a wrong decision, causing her to suffer.
"Germania, He was my--"
"No need to Explain Aliyah. I'm done to that okay?" then Nia left.
Aliyah quickly followed her. who do you think is the top one guys? and who do you think is the bottom? hmm for me it's Aliyah who's on the bottom. it doesn't suit her to be at the top.
"You and Me only Haxzel. do you have plans on going home already?" Ash asked.
I didn't notice that she was still there. I thought she left already. I know her, she doesn't like waiting. her patience is too short. that's why I'm shocked that she waited for me.
'Don't make yourself fool again Axel.'
I am not, I'm just happy without any reason. she's my happiness. seeing her here is great happiness. and considering that she's worried about me.
"U-Uhm why you're here? are you worried for me?" OMG Axel, you already know the answer. you're hoping again?
"When? I don't have a single care for you Axe. I just want you to go home because it's night time already." at least she's honest.
"Why? I'm curious Ashed. why are you doing this? why are you hurting me? why--"
"Stop this nonsense conversation. if you don't want to go home. then goodbye." she left me.
That's always she does, turning her back away from me. it feels like she's leaving me forever, it worries me. it doesn't feel good when she does that. is Aliyah right? should I give up with my hopes? that she'll love me like before? should I--"
"Fuck Axel! let's go!"
I was startled when she shouted. I thought she left? did she turn her back on me right? I wasn't dreaming, right? she's coming for me. Oh Ashed, don't let me hoped again.
"Does that mean, you love me?" I asked weakly.
I am weak, Although I already know her answer. I still hoping that she'll do the same thing she's doing before. I missed those times, If weren't I messed up. I guess I'm happy with her right now.
"Don't expect too much Axel, I can't answer anything." she held my hand and pull me closer to her.
This closeness, I missed it. I missed her body heat, her scent, her 'I love you' whispers when it's 3:00 A. M.
"Why are you like this Ash?"
"You made me do it."