Days flew by and l found myself forgetting all about the incident that had taken place in Hildens office. He still hadn't apologised but could live with it because l could tell from his actions that he was sorry.
We spend every minute together minus those where we would both be at work. He came up with an idea to have date night two times a week so that we can keep the spark alive on our relationship and l couldn't agree more. This was his first offence and l didn't see it as reason to end our very new, blossoming relationship.
The second time hurt but the pain wasn't unbearable. A year into our relationship and l felt myself die slowly inside. The denial of not being enough for the one man l have ever loved was too much to handle. But leaving wasn't an option. I wouldn't allow myself to be the old, unwanted, never the first option Isabel.