I have no friends. I want them to disappear. They are both traitors.
I can also retaliate. I know the voice inside me tells. The voice I used to fear, it is now my ally.
I remember before, that it warned me to be careful of trusting people, one will stab me at the back and one will kill me.
It makes sense.
I also got used to relaxing under the apple tree as told in Nirvana's diary. It feels so good, here I feel like I have someone with me. I have a sympathy I can trust.
"Are you happy Eve? Didn't I tell you not to trust other people anymore? Now, no one will betray you."
"You're right. It's just fine like this. Thank you and you woke me up to the truth." No one catches me every time I rest here. I don't know if that is some sort of magic but it doesn't matter. I'll embrace this curse.
The darkness serves as my home. I thought without mom I can't live anymore. Then I found this.
Why would someone break out of a curse, if the curse is this beautiful? You will be accompanied when you are betrayed by everyone you trust.
"You know what's more beautiful Eve? Blood." The voice in my head says.
I immediately thought of hurting myself with the stone I saw next to me. I looked at my arm and I had already done a lot of cuts on my own.
"Beautiful sight to look at" I just said.
When I found the stone, I immediately put its sharp end on my arm and cut it deep. I feel the pain and dripping hot liquid from it.
Although I cried because of the pain and sting, but it brought satisfaction to my heart.
I just let my blood drip, I could see the glow of its red color matched by the moonlight. "Isn't it very beautiful, Eve? Just follow me and you will be happy" I will not disagree on what it says.
It really feels refreshing. It was as if all my problems and sorrows were just floating in the thin air. I will continue to follow the voice that's in me.
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"Trust is for the weak"
"You will only be hurt by the people you trust"
It is what the voice says, the voice I used to fear,
Now I think I can trust it,
This is not human. I know.
But the traitors are my worse nightmares.
One left me.
The two spread false news about my name.
My family's name and reputation was in danger. Because they said that I killed my friend.
I will never forgive them, ever.
They should disappear. They should just get killed.