Get a grip, boy! Master your lust! You are, the bloody hell, at your workplace!
The imagination, however, was not so easily restrained. The body, hungry for love, had its own needs and did not want to give them up.
Before Martin met Steve, these needs were rather moderate and the boy, although in all his vitality, could live without a woman for several months. It was nothing pleasant, such a life of abstinence, but it was bearable. After parting ways with Heather and before he met Ami, he didn't even feel much need.
Now that he got to know the man's taste, the longing his body felt was shattering him to pieces.
It was not just physical gratification. It wasn't just about sex. Being physically close to Steve consumed him not only physically but also emotionally. Before Martin met Paxton, he had no idea that such a thing could even exist.
Was this what sex was like when lovers had love?
