"What are you doing?"
"..."
" Len?"
"I... Uh... Uhh... Um... You looked uncomfortable in your tie. I was going to loosen it. Umm... Then you grabbed me all of a sudden." I stammered as I lowered my gaze.
I wasn't completely lying... I mean... I didn't do anything wrong! It's just... If I say that I was going to be ogling your face as you slept... Yeah... That sounds really weird once put into words.
***
I looked at Len's face wracked with guilt and smiled slyly. I had woken up when he touched my thigh. Mostly because I was a light sleeper and being in the same space with him was such a distant thing that I couldn't bear to actually sleep.
I watched Len as he fiddled with his fingers. His lowered gaze immediately caught my eyes as I found myself staring at his lashes.
They were short but curly, giving his round eyes a cute curve. Instinctively, I caressed his cheeks before running my thumbs over his eyelashes.
Len was surprised by my sudden movement and grabbed onto my forearm as he arched his back to fight me off.
"W-wait! What are you doing?" Len asked as I felt the heat radiating off his cheeks warm my thumbs.
"Hmm? Just some teasing. You also assaulted me, didn't you?" I said with a hum in my voice. It was fun getting reactions from Len. This was my only chance to do so.
"A-assaulted you?! I-I never--!" Len yelled as he pulled my hands of his face.
I blinked in astonishment at Len's flushed cheeks and widely open eyes as he managed to push my arms back to me.
The strength from my arms dissipated with the shock and Len found himself stumbling from the lack of balance.
Soft lips pressed against mine as I tried to process the situation. Len immediately pushed himself away from me as he covered his mouth with his hand.
"S-sorry." Len said as he shuffled to climb back to his seat.
"Where are you going?"
"Eh?!"
"Why are you acting so innocently? We've already done things far more atrocious than this." I said as I pulled his wrist towards me.
I halted my movements when I saw Len turning a bright red. His eyes started welling with tears and he kept biting his lips.
Why is he so cute?
"E-even so... It feels as if I threw myself at you. I... I wanted to save my first kiss for someone I loved."
My heart felt a sharp knife go through it at his sentence. My calm facade faltered and I could feel my lips twitch.
Even after everything... I had tried to show him the nice side of me, though not many. He never once... saw me... I guess the chance I took... took a turn for the worse.
I gritted my teeth as my smile turned to a frown. If he takes me for a sleeping partner... that's fine as well. Even if I can't have his heart, at least I have a reason to stay close to him.
"There's no need to dwell on this kind of things. Close your eyes. I'll take the lead."
"H-huh? But..."
I forcefully clamped my hand against Len's eyes, covering his view. I didn't want him to see the expression I possibly had.
Without looking in the mirror, I knew that I had a terrible expression on my face. Len is so obsessed with that jerk. Sure Rayson is handsome, but that's about it. He always manages to one up me and get his hands on whatever I want.
I didn't want to lose Len, but perhaps, I lost him before I even started.
I bit my lower lips as I turned my gaze back to Len who was seated on my lap. I smiled solemnly at the thought of us only being fuck buddies before leaning in to kiss him.
Len didn't deny my kiss like he initially did and opened his lips for me to enter. My tongue swirled around his as we engaged in a deep kiss.
My free hand pulled his waist closer to me as I broke the kiss and nibbled at his nape. Len's breathing grew heavier as he moaned beneath my touch.
I undid his zipper with my free hand, pulling out his member as he gasped. Len grabbed onto my hand which was covering his eyes, shaking his head as he found the position too revealing.
"Shh. It's just you and me here. Stop holding yourself back." I whispered against his ear as I rubbed the tip of his shaft.
The precum that drizzled down his shaft increased after that one line. I glanced at his face for a second and grinned as I noticed him licking his lips.
The reason he was doing that was pretty obvious as he had done it several times before. I guess those science experiments regarding love and nervous people were accurate in pinpointing some of the attributes.
I ran my thumb against the rim of his shaft, watching his expression. Len tried muffling his moans as he bit on his lips, making me frown at his antics.
"Hey, quit that. You'll hurt your lips." I said as I started to move my hand up and down his shaft.
The natural lubricant smoothened the process as I continued to stroke him. Len's voice leaked out as he grabbed onto my hand.
"W-wait... Nnnn.... Slow down..."
"It's okay. Leave it to me."
Even though I said that, my member was pressing hard against my slacks. It felt pretty excruciating but I didn't feel like succumbing to being a mere boy toy.
Len bit onto his finger as I felt my hand that was covering his eyes grow wet. I glanced at his face, feeling the warmth from his cheeks as he felt around my chest.
"What are you doing?"
"You... ngh... I'll let you feel good too..."
Len then slid his slender fingers against my slack, rubbing the bulge. I flinched beneath his touch as I felt the zipper coming undone.
My dick felt liberated as I felt it springing to life free from its bondages. Len then wrapped his warm hands around it as he began imitating my movements.
"I-is it good? I can't tell..." Len asked with a soft voice. It sounded good in my ears as I loved listening to his voice.
Thinking of teasing him, I began stroking his member at an area I knew was sensitive. Len was pretty sensitive, so I knew he would feel it.
Just as expected, Len began to tremble beneath my touch. Drool slid out from the corner of his lips, sliding down his chin as he pried his lips open and gasped out a moan.
His hands stopped moving as he arched his back, moving his hips closer to my hand. I grinned as I watched him lean against me. His light brown hair came into view as he leaned against my shoulder.
I then grabbed my own shaft and wrapped both of them in our hands as I slid our hands up and down in a bobbing motion.
"Nnn... Do-Doyle... I..."
"Just keep going."
"I... I think I'm close... nnn..."
"Me too. Together..."
After we climaxed, Len lay limply against me, pinning me to my seat. I grabbed a few sheets of tissues as I wiped off our love juices that had spattered all over our hands.
I finally released my hand from his eyes as I felt my expression turning better. My mood was slightly better as well all due to the fact that Len took the initiative to pleasure me. Man, I'm an easy guy to please.
"... You must be tired. Let's go in."
"Ngha?"
I smiled as I embraced Len tighter. If only God would slow down time. I want to spend my days with him in my arms...
***
"Wh-where is this? I thought you were dropping me off at home."
"I don't know where you live."
"Eh? Then why did you... ... nevermind."
I smiled as I watched Len pouting. Even his frustrated face was cute. If he was an idol, I'm sure I'd be like one of those hard-core fans.
I intertwined our fingers as I walked beside him. I wanted to place my hand around his waist, but, words that he had said earlier still felt hurtful. I didn't want to be rejected.
Upon reaching my apartment building complex's lobby, Len tugged at his hand, trying to break free as the bellboy greeted us. I smiled gratefully at the bellboy's indifference as I kept my grip on Len's hand securely.
"Why won't you let go?" Len asked as he glanced at me.
"If I let go, you might fall down. Your legs are pretty wobbly right?"
Len turned as red as a tomato as he lowered his gaze. I then pressed the elevator button and waited while stroking Len's hand with my thumb.
The thought of tomorrow arriving weighed heavy on me. I didn't want the day to end. Once the day changes... He would go back to waiting for Rayson again.
"U-uhm... The elevator is here...."
"Huh? Oh. Right." I replied as I noticed Len tugging my hand as he pointed to an open elevator door.
We got inside as I clicked the button for the 18th floor. As the elevator started its ascent, I reluctantly let go of Len's hand as I rummaged through my suitcase.
My keys were caught entangled with my lanyard as I tried fishing it out. I knitted my brows as I rested my suitcase on the railings of the elevator.
Suddenly, the elevator jerked to a stop and the lighting flickered before dying out. I stumbled to gather my bearings and grabbed onto the railings of the elevator as I searched for Len.
A warm pair of arms circled my waist as I felt Len's warmth against my back. I sighed in relief as I patted his arms gently before shutting my suitcase back up.
That was the least of my priorities, I knew Len was afraid of the dark and confined places. He only got onto the elevator because I was there.
"Are you alright?"
"..."
"Len?" I asked again as I caressed his arm.
"N-no... I'm scared..."
"Let go of me for awhile."
"N-no..." Len said as he shook his head. My heart clenched in my chest as I forcefully pried his arms open.
"W-wai-- Ngh... sob..."
I then pulled him into my arms as I stroked his hair, calming him down. I then swiped off the tears streaming down his cheeks with my thumbs.
I inched my way to the buttons and reported the faulty elevator. The bellboy assured me that he would contact the maintenance crew and told me not to worry. I agreed and continued stroking Len's smooth hair.
"Did you hear that? We'll be fine in a few. If you're still scared, just focus on me. Close your eyes."
I then leaned in as I kissed Len.
Hopefully the kiss would be enough to distract him while the maintenance crew got the lift up and ready again.
My lips met with Len's supple ones again as I nibbled his bottom lip. He moaned in my mouth as I pried open his lips and slid my tongue into his.
Len clung tightly to my waist as his breathing grew heavier. There was little to no resistance for my kisses this time compared to when we kissed in the toilet.
"Doyle..." Len moaned out as I broke our kiss for a breath of air. He tugged on my shirt before his hands slid up my body to my face.
Len caressed my cheeks before pulling me close to him and mashing our lips together. It was surprising but it was the first kiss he initiated. I took it as a good sign that I had managed to distract him and instead leaned in to his kisses.
He wasn't as experienced as me, so his kisses were a little sloppy. I didn't mind though, as all that mattered was just the two of us being here in this moment.
Our kiss deepened as I felt his hands run through my hair while another slid up my back. I shut my eyes to enjoy and focus on our lips meeting as I swirled and suckled at his tongue.
When we stopped and broke the kiss for air, I was surprised to find the lights back on. I glanced at Len to find his face flushed while his cheeks were slightly stained with tears. His lips were wet and his eyes hazy.
I rubbed the back of my head before pressing the button again. The bellboy told me that the maintenance crew couldn't find the problem and that the lights were a temporary fix.
I frowned before the call got cut again and the lights went out. I turned towards Len as I held his hand to let him know I was near.
"They should be able to locate the problem soon. Don't worry. I'm here."
"... Okay..."
Len trailed my hand before making his way towards me and clung to my waist. Ah, no... this is bad. I don't think I can handle being in this confined space with him any longer.