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One time, they went to see a movie. There were no good movies that day, so, as per Sui's request, they chose a comedy film. During the movie, Sui laughed all the time. He laughed so much he cried. It was the first time Xuyun saw Sui cried. Xuyun didn't understand where was the funny part in the movie, so he watched Sui instead.
It was funny, how Sui cried while watching a comedy film, but didn't cry at all when facing death. No matter how many times he spent with him, this guy called Sui Shizi was still a mystery to him.
"I want to know a lot more thing about you," Xuyun said to him. Just as you said before, I'll ask a lot of question, and in return, I'll date you for ten hours.
Sui felt the same way.
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The other time, he dragged Xuyun to Xuyun junior high. Unfortunately, it was class time, so they couldn't do as their please. They sneakily went in and walked through secret passages only Xuyun knew.
It was a military school. Xuyun told him that the lessons were all the same as the other school, just that the physical education time was longer than other lessons. Sui said to himself, 'I'll faint everyday if I were in this school' and sighed in relief.
They watched as the students were doing practice in the field. They were hiding behind a huge tree trunk. It was shady so the security guards wouldn't be able to spot them.
"I was an orphan, so the government took care of me," Xuyun told him. He never told this to anyone, as everyone knew already by rumours. It was the first time he admitted this himself.
Sui surely knew about this, But Xuyun knew that he wouldn't ask further, afraid that it would opened up some terrible memories. So, he continued, "I used to live with my uncle. He was a soldier. One day, they told me he died in a failed mission."
Xuyun could see immediately the sadness in Sui's eyes. Not long after, tears fell. He cried.
"Senior, it must be so hard for you! Huwaa….Huwaa…!"
Afraid that they would hear the cries, Xuyun covered Sui's mouth with his hand. He chuckled, "what are you crying about? You're even more sad than me."
"Of course, you're a monster, senior! You wouldn't cry much! Let me cry for you! Sob…sob..sob…," Sui continued his cries.
Xuyun pulled him into his embrace. "Not true. Even monsters cry, you know?" Countless time, he cried countless times everytime Sui died. "Sui Shizi, don't die on me, okay?"
Sui's cries stopped. He grew stiff in Xuyun's embrace. After awhile, he hugged Xuyun back. "What do you mean? I wouldn't die! I'm the one who should say this to you, senior, you have too many enemies!"
Xuyun smiled. "Fine, I will not die on you, don't you die on me either, okay?"
Sui smiled. He nodded, but his tears kept flowing. It didn't matter, senior couldn't see him anyway.
Xuyun's arms tightened on Sui's waist.
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Let's keep on living on this moment.
Don't turn your head to the back, don't let your eyes searching for the light in the front either.
Let's keep on living on this moment.