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"Actually, what?"
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"Ah, that's…" Sui paused. "Actually I don't understand why you could like people like me…"
That was a truth. He was weak, had social issues, and…. he was a cowardly stalker.
He was predicting answers like, 'I like your face', or 'I was fascinated by your ability', since his good points were only his baby face and power. But he didn't predict something like a hug.
Xuyun hugged him.
His breathe kissed Sui's ear. "I don't know either. Sui Shizi, you tell me."
His ears felt hot, yet Sui's body stiffed. His breathes stopped, yet his chest playing drums, making him felt embarrassed. BOOM! BOOM! BOOM!
His hug felt so comfortable.
Senior, whoever got to accompany you for the rest of their life must be a fortunate person. His eyes felt hot and hotter while he returned the hug. "Senior, you must be possessed. Even if I like you, I never approach you before, and I never see you noticed me before."
"Well, let's say that I have known you in your past lives. We have dated in our past lives."
Sui stunned. He chuckled, "you remember your past live?"
Xuyun hummed.
Sui laughed. Is that for real? Past live?? But, it came from senior's mouth. It might not be a joke. But, Sui couldn't help but laugh. If the past life could help him date senior, why not believe it?
"What were we doing in the past? For date? Do we stay together for a long time?"
Xuyun smiled. "We stayed together until the end. And we skipped classes every day."
"Ah, that's why in this lifetime, I never skip class before. I still felt guilty."
"Want to do it now?"
Sui was about to say, "yes! Lets!" before the terrifying images flashed again. He immediately grabbed Xuyun's arm. "Don't go anywhere," he said.
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Xuyun stared at him. Why was he looked so worried today? "I'm not going anywhere. I'm with you."
Sui didn't say anything besides staring at him. "What's wrong?" Xuyun asked.
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"Senior…" Sui said. "What would you do if today is you last day living?" This day might be your last day. Sui hesitated, but because it was the only thing he could peek at Xuyun's future, he could just assumed that it would happen soon. It was really painful for him to ask this kind of question. But, he couldn't do anything to prevent that to happen. He had tried back then, when he tried to save his best friend from death. It didn't work. His best friend died from even more cruel way than what he saw in his vision.
Since then, he had given up. Every human must die eventually. Our time on earth were just a transit station instead of destination. So, he tried to get used to death. He tried not to get too attached to life. To people. But, this time, he would got hurt again.
Because, he couldn't help falling in love with this guy. He made him want to try again what he had given up, to defy the life's rules. Made him want to shout again at the sky, 'you think you can take our lives as you please??'
He wanted to live a little longer with people he loved. But if he couldn't, at least he could make this guy happy by fulfilling his last wish.
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Xuyun looked at his face stunned from his question. They stared at each other. Then, Xuyun opened his mouth, "why do you ask that?"
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Was his question a little weird? He must have gotten suspicious? Sui quickly laughed it off. "Just asking! I watched an interesting movie last night and wanted to watch together with you after this!"
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Xuyun fell silent for awhile, then he smiled.
"Me? If today is my last day, I would definitely confess to the person I like," he said, while looking at Sui, then smiled gently.
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This plans… Wasn't it the thing you just did to me just now? "Senior… you confess to me.."
Did this mean… you knew that today is your last day?
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Xuyun smiled. He didn't say anything. But Sui grew more and more restless.
"Senior! What do you mean? Are you going to die on me?" Sui's face turning pale. He asked this question, to know if Xuyun really knew about the future.
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"And I wanted to go date to beautiful places too." Xuyun didn't answer his question. He thought Sui would pout and start cursing him, but he fell silent instead. He saw tears flowing into his cheeks. Xuyun immediately felt something wasn't right.
"Hey, sorry, it was a joke," Xuyun consoled him. "I won't die that easily." He wiped Sui's tears. What are you crying about? I'm not going to die, and while I'm with you, you're not going to die either.
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"I saw it," Sui said.
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"Saw what?"